This is adressed to YOU KNOW WHO

Aug 30, 2004 10:59

for those of you who could possibly even think that you know me so very well, you dont. frankly, its unimaginable. you most likely were never my friend, and if you were, you were most likely my friend for a mere 6 months at the most. to think that you actually were so dear to me, is ridiculous, because if yr name isnt TYLER or CHRISTINA or THURSTON, i could really careless about you, and for you to sit and say that im "not the same person you used to know" or that im "ruined" is pretty fucking hilarious to me. just because i have a very tight knit group of friends, and very steady boyfriend, and no need to prove myself,my intelligence, or my integrity to anyone, doesnt mean i've morphed into some 'non independent girl' that you USED to know. just because i have a support system which ensures me the security that i longed for, doesnt make me any more dependent than i was before. just because i dont feel the need to make out with countless people and walk around at all hours of the night, doesnt make me any less independent, and just because i dont like you or dont hang out with you, doesnt make me a shitty person. being independent and mature isnt something that i try to prove to my friends or 'brag' about, its a state of mind, and as far as im concerned, im still thinking, breathing and creating art on my own, so im pretty fucking independent. oh yea and stop being a self proclaimed natalie portman, everyone thinks yr fucking juvenile and they also want to know where the light switch in yr fucking closet is because you dress like a fucking retard.

ps. amanda this wasnt entirely directed at you.

peace.
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