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im tired of it already. I think i found out yesterday. jesus it was only yesterday. it feels like fucking weeks. im tired of death and im tired of dying nad crying when im not even thinking about it. i want to go out drinking and dancing nad living. its getting better and its getter better fast its got to get better fast and its all very strange. all overthe place. i thought i could be in control of my emotions not quite.
nothing in life is like this.
apart from sex i think that this is the single most isolated set of emotions that only one event can bring.
nothing in life can ever be nlike this. im so glad im home and my friends are so solid.
it feels like someone is pushing me along this course of emotions that icant control or see whats around the corner. i dont think ive cried this much since i left montreal. thank you for waiting till i got home at least. it was going to happe nfrom the beginning. you lived so many different lives. my parents are at your house right now with your dad eating chicken. this entire city reminds me of you. its so fucked up.
it sso fucked up.
nothing in life is like this.
apart from sex i think that this is the single most isolated set of emotions that only one event can bring.
nothing in life can ever be nlike this. im so glad im home and my friends are so solid.
it feels like someone is pushing me along this course of emotions that icant control or see whats around the corner. i dont think ive cried this much since i left montreal. thank you for waiting till i got home at least. it was going to happe nfrom the beginning. you lived so many different lives. my parents are at your house right now with your dad eating chicken. this entire city reminds me of you. its so fucked up.
it sso fucked up.