I'm fucked...royally - This school hates me because I'm puertorican.
wow...I haven't cried this much since.....
I'm getting CRCed because I did my homework instead of going to gym. Gym.
Gym.
God forbid I miss a day of psuedo volleyball because I'm trying to finish my AP homework, which I couldn't do the night before because someone snatched my book and I had to go looking for it, and didn't find it until this morning.
I'm a horrible child.
I should have just went to gym, wasted my time, and then showed up at AP US without my review sheet. And THEN to my english class without sufficient studying.
No. I should have not slept last night, walked all the way to this FUCKING school, looked for my books that students stole, finished the review sheet and studying, and then gone to gym the next morning.
That's EXACTLY what I should have done. And then when I fell asleep in every single fucking class after that wonderful night, I would have gotten in trouble anyway.
I was doing my HOMEWORK.
Ashley missed a fucking entire week because she didn't feel like going to school. And her fucking PARENTS called in to LIE to the school and say she was sick. She didn't get into any trouble. She got to make up all of her work...including our math test that she missed.
My parents won't lie for me. Instead, the give me extra work to do while my mother's away. I don't mind at all though...because my mom totally deserved this vacation. But, I bet you they won't understand even a bit where I'm coming from. Nor would they ever lie for me knowing that I needed the time.
So I had to lie for myself.
Not for a mental health day.
Not so I could get ready for fucking prom or some dumb shit like that.
No.
Because I wanted to do my HOMEWORK.
FUCK THIS SCHOOL. FUCK IT. WHAT THE FUCK AM I KILLING MYSELF FOR?!?!?! NONE OF IT FUCKING MATTERS TO THESE FUCKING PEOPLE!!!!!
I hate this shit.
What sucks the most is that the people who are understanding of it, have no power over my punishment.
Here's a multiple choice question for ya'll:
When my dad finds out about this he is going to
a) yell like a fucker
b) kick my ass
c) kill my prom plans
d) take my computer away
e) take my car away
f) take my tv away
g) take phone privileges away
h) not let me go anywhere
i) ALL OF THE ABOVE.
If you picked i, you're a genious. Congrats.
See....this is the shit that makes me pessamistic about life.
I'm not one to lie. I hate it, and I suck at it. But look at why I was lying. Is that not a good cause? The school doesn't think so.
I'm going to come in Monday with no homework done and say, "Going to gym is more important then doing my homework. And hey...not lying this time."
assholes.
I'm getting CRCed because I did my homework instead of going to gym. Gym.
Gym.
God forbid I miss a day of psuedo volleyball because I'm trying to finish my AP homework, which I couldn't do the night before because someone snatched my book and I had to go looking for it, and didn't find it until this morning.
I'm a horrible child.
I should have just went to gym, wasted my time, and then showed up at AP US without my review sheet. And THEN to my english class without sufficient studying.
No. I should have not slept last night, walked all the way to this FUCKING school, looked for my books that students stole, finished the review sheet and studying, and then gone to gym the next morning.
That's EXACTLY what I should have done. And then when I fell asleep in every single fucking class after that wonderful night, I would have gotten in trouble anyway.
I was doing my HOMEWORK.
Ashley missed a fucking entire week because she didn't feel like going to school. And her fucking PARENTS called in to LIE to the school and say she was sick. She didn't get into any trouble. She got to make up all of her work...including our math test that she missed.
My parents won't lie for me. Instead, the give me extra work to do while my mother's away. I don't mind at all though...because my mom totally deserved this vacation. But, I bet you they won't understand even a bit where I'm coming from. Nor would they ever lie for me knowing that I needed the time.
So I had to lie for myself.
Not for a mental health day.
Not so I could get ready for fucking prom or some dumb shit like that.
No.
Because I wanted to do my HOMEWORK.
FUCK THIS SCHOOL. FUCK IT. WHAT THE FUCK AM I KILLING MYSELF FOR?!?!?! NONE OF IT FUCKING MATTERS TO THESE FUCKING PEOPLE!!!!!
I hate this shit.
What sucks the most is that the people who are understanding of it, have no power over my punishment.
Here's a multiple choice question for ya'll:
When my dad finds out about this he is going to
a) yell like a fucker
b) kick my ass
c) kill my prom plans
d) take my computer away
e) take my car away
f) take my tv away
g) take phone privileges away
h) not let me go anywhere
i) ALL OF THE ABOVE.
If you picked i, you're a genious. Congrats.
See....this is the shit that makes me pessamistic about life.
I'm not one to lie. I hate it, and I suck at it. But look at why I was lying. Is that not a good cause? The school doesn't think so.
I'm going to come in Monday with no homework done and say, "Going to gym is more important then doing my homework. And hey...not lying this time."
assholes.