....I can't stop crying
He knows how to break my heart so well.....
I had to end it....and this was the only way.....
RebelFei: heyla!
vani11ascented: hi.
RebelFei: whats up?
vani11ascented: nothing.
RebelFei: you mad about something?
vani11ascented: .......
vani11ascented: are you joking?!
RebelFei: ?!
vani11ascented: what did i just do a few nights ago?
vani11ascented: yes, i'm a little upset.
vani11ascented: please forgive me
RebelFei: :-\
vani11ascented: that's all you have to say?
vani11ascented: god, you're an asshole.
RebelFei: what CAN i say?
RebelFei: ive done so much to you...
vani11ascented: you make it worse every day
vani11ascented: omg block me or something if you're not going to say anything!!
RebelFei: >_< how can i stop hurting you?
RebelFei: how >_<
vani11ascented: go to hell.
RebelFei: on the fast-track to it
vani11ascented: go faster.
RebelFei: alright alright, ill go eat some babies
vani11ascented: that is in no way funny.
vani11ascented: i hate your jokes when i'm upset.
vani11ascented: you know that
RebelFei: you want me to go to hell faster
vani11ascented: this is just a joke to you, isn't it?
vani11ascented: ....this whole thing is just....funny
RebelFei: no
RebelFei: its not
vani11ascented: then what the hell is it to you?!
RebelFei: a tragedy
vani11ascented: i wish you felt as horrible as i do
vani11ascented: it would make this more bearable to know i wasn't alone
RebelFei: im sorry...
vani11ascented: you don't feel bad at all...
vani11ascented: my god!
vani11ascented: what the hell is wrong with you....
RebelFei: i do feel bad though
RebelFei: im not totally broken
vani11ascented: you're not broken at all
vani11ascented: how can you say you care when this isn't tearing you apart inside?
vani11ascented: you ARE a liar
RebelFei: because nothing can tear be apart inside...
vani11ascented: you should be an actor.
RebelFei: ... because im hott? ^_^
RebelFei: kidding >_>
vani11ascented: heartless, greedy, devastatingly beautiful, manipulative, liars make reallllly good actors
vani11ascented: stop making fucking jokes!
vani11ascented: what the fuck is wrong with you?!?!?!
vani11ascented: THIS ISN'T FUNNY!!!!
vani11ascented: THIS IS THE FARTHEST THING FROM FUNNY
vani11ascented: GOD I HATE YOU!!!
RebelFei: "devastatingly beautiful," excuse you? what, did we say the same joke >_>
Auto response from vani11ascented: i want my mommy...:'(
vani11ascented: i meant personality you asshole
vani11ascented: happy 3-month anniversary tomorrow by the way
RebelFei: how is a personality devestatingly beautiful by the way?
RebelFei: yeah, i have to go to school early and leave late
vani11ascented: listen...you've already suceeded in making me feel worthless and unloved...don't try adding stupid to your list
RebelFei: !!!
vani11ascented: that's what you're concerned about....school
RebelFei: you're NOT stupid!
RebelFei: and you're NOT worthless
RebelFei: and you are SO completely loved and lovable
vani11ascented: FUCK YOU.
vani11ascented: you ruin everything
RebelFei: not everything >_<
vani11ascented: i'm all messed up and it's all because i loved you
vani11ascented: how is it that you do THIS to people and i'm the one that feels like she should die?
RebelFei: you shouldnt...
RebelFei: and whats to say that i dont think i deserve that?
RebelFei: what makes you think i dont believe you and everyone else would be better off if i died?
vani11ascented: obviously you don't if you're still here
vani11ascented: if you were anyone else i would apologize for that statement.....but i think i really mean it
RebelFei: i heartily disagree with suicide
vani11ascented: too bad.
vani11ascented: i hate you more than anything else in this world
RebelFei: THEN WHY DO YOU LOVE ME!?
RebelFei: WHY DO YOU WASTE YOUR TIME ON ME!?
vani11ascented: YOU'RE ACTING LIKE YOU _WANT_ ME GONE!!
vani11ascented: because this isn't you
vani11ascented: this heartless bastard who can't love...
vani11ascented: this ISN'T you
vani11ascented: but if you want me gone...
vani11ascented: then fine
RebelFei: i dont...
vani11ascented: go fuck jennifer
RebelFei: never
vani11ascented: i think she's officially the only one who still cares about you
vani11ascented: as for me....i'm pretty much through
vani11ascented: you could get hit by a bus tomorrow and i wouldn't shed a tear.
vani11ascented: so fuck off.
vani11ascented: you're not even going to fight back....
vani11ascented: you're weak
RebelFei: you hate me that much?
vani11ascented: go cry those tears that....you can't cry because you have no feelings.
vani11ascented: do i have any reason not to?
RebelFei: no, i suppose not
vani11ascented: there's your answer
vani11ascented: i'm going to go now....and since that's what you want...you will leave me alone.
RebelFei: what i want?
vani11ascented: GO. AWAY.
vani11ascented: was that message clear enough?
RebelFei: no, im still not too clear on that one
vani11ascented: fuck you
vani11ascented: it's like this is some sick pleasure for you
vani11ascented: you enjoy watching me suffer
vani11ascented: you don't even TRY to stop it...
vani11ascented: you just keep going
vani11ascented: "hey....let's see if i can make her kill herself this time! yea!"
RebelFei: i dont know how to stop it kris...
RebelFei: NO!
vani11ascented: LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!
vani11ascented: THAT'S HOW YOU CAN FUCKING STOP IT!!
RebelFei: god no! >_< please, never even THINK of that
vani11ascented: GO JUMP IN FRONT OF A MOVING VEHICLE!!
vani11ascented: GO MOVE TO FUCKING AFRICA!!
vani11ascented: GO AWAYYYYY
vani11ascented: I DON'T WANT YOU HERE
vani11ascented: I DON'T LOVE YOU
vani11ascented: I DON'T WANT TO EVER TALK TO YOU AGAIN!
vani11ascented: TAKE YOUR OWN FUCKING ADVICE AND DISAPPEAR!!!!!!
RebelFei: fine, thats what you want? you've got it
RebelFei: enjoy.
vani11ascented: the first time you'll ever give me what i want
RebelFei: then dont question it
oh god....