Bored

[playmateof2001j]

I'm sitting here at work bored today...all i wanna do is go home....i gotta clean my room...ahhhh i dont wanna...lol..anything going on tonight????i need to get out and go somewhere so i can get my mind off everything...but other then that nothing else is really knew....me and matt are broken up again....we got in a big fight...long story and i dont want to get into it...THANK YOU AMANDA and CHRIS for helping me out on thursday nite i'm glad that you 2 were there for me...i dunno what i would have done if u werent there for me...but yeah i'm taking time...i dunno if its gonna work out or not...i need to take some time for myslef and get things straight....but yeah i dunno this is really hard on me but i need to think about everything...

So yeah tuesday yeah ill finally find out why i havent been sleeping at night..i already talked to my allergist and she siad that none of the meds i'm on would cause this...so i had to make an appt with my family doctor and i have it 2 on tuesday so maybe they can finally find out why i havent been able to sleep...i was gonna just go and take some over the counter stuff to help me sleep but then i thought about it and it might not be a good idea since im on all these meds for my allergies...so hopefully on tuesday i will know whats wrong with me...

ok i'm outtie i gotta get back to work...IF THERE IS ANYTHING GOING ON TONIGHT CALL ME AND LET ME KNOW...