*Humph!*
Why is it that every time I turn around I feel like im hurting someone? I hate this feeling and in NO way intend to do so….so why does it always happen?? I don’t mean to lead guys on and I don’t like the way that they interpret things based on my actions!! I feel so horrible and rotten…..and then when it happens with more than one person at the SAME time, I can’t help but wonder what im doing wrong!! I am closer friends with one of the guys, and with the other im not sure if there is more than just friendship there or not…..but I don’t know that I in NO why want to hurt either of them!! I hate feelings like this. I hate getting hurt, but hate hurting others more! What happened to the good old days of cereal bowls and weekend morning cartoons? The days where boys and girls all had cooties and were said to be “yuckie & ickie”. When the worst thing in the world was not being able to find your teddy-bear. And we all went on without a care in the world….. I miss those days!!