I think we have an emergency
Yeap, I had some effed up dreams once again...Going to a saosin and paramore concert with courtney...smoking cigarettes...that went down really fucking fast...and kissing the singer of saosin. Idk it was really wierd. Then I had a dream and I hung out with liz and she said alot of stuff....which even in a dream makes me really sad. Ugh alot more happend its just all to fucked up. I have to go to Joanns and world market to return my apps...then im probably going to the mall cause im depressed. And I want to shop. Ugh...alone...ofcourse. I think I need to make new friends...but it's kinda of hard to do that in the summer when im not going out places...other than camping far away and cedar point and frankenmuth...LAME. All way to ar to make friends. Hmm. This summer is super eventful...but I kind of wish I had some friends. Well, I have friends, but what I want is a REAL friend. A friend that I can call up all the time and talk to. I dont know, growing up isnt fun at all.