Meow
I'm chilling at my friend dustin's house. I'm sad that I have to work tonight. I'm debating whether or not I want to hang out with Jesse for a little while or go to the Rain Desert with my friends. I've been basically ditching Jesse all the time because I forgot what it was like to have friends. I would just spend time with him all the time, and never see my friends (which made my friends want to kill me) But now that Jesse and I don't live together anymore, I've been overdosing on friends again. I think he's getting pissed about it...every day its like "sure I'll hang out with you" and then I call him and I'm like "uh something came up". Does that make me an asshole? Does it make me an asshole because I find out that he cheats on me all the time and ditches me for his friends anyway? Who's the asshole here?
I don't know. I really don't know.
Amy
I don't know. I really don't know.
Amy