Hmm
It's been awhile since I updated. So here I am. Work still sucks...I started working two jobs but I can't quite cut it at the moment...its too much for me. So I'm gonna stay at my normal job and then go back to the casino. Sounds good to me.
I'm chilling at my friend Dustin's house at the moment. He's passed out so here I am. Jesse is at work...I may go visit him if i have the time today. We don't see eachother like we used to. I dont even remember the last time we slept next to eachother. This "living apart" Thing sucks so bad. I miss him holding me every night when I go to sleep and I miss him still holding me when I wake up. I drive countless miles to see him as much as possible...but with his car broken (half my fault...whoops look at that huge ditch....dont ask) he cant come see me as often. We argue a lot lately...but I think perhaps we can work through the bullshit.
As of late, my days have been running together. without Jesse around, Ive been seeing friends a lot more. I kind of missed this. Before Jesse, and when I was with him but we didn't live together, I used to hang out with my friends every second I wasnt at work, I wouldnt sleep but I wouldnt care. I would go out and party and listen to punk rock and just not give a shit, go to work, and do it all over again. I miss that. I miss SB, Jenn, Shelli, Cait, Meg, Levi, Justin, Dave, Melissa, Claire, (now George too), Chris, Sarah, Shaun, Jonny, Chris, Nick, Vinny (who never talked to me much anyway), Zarah, Josh, Everyone. God its pretty sad that I dont see any of them much anymore.
Well if any of them choose to read this, I miss you. I really do.
And I'm sorry for being corporate scum. And a housewife. I promise I'll find a way to hang out again soon.
Well I should go, I kind of have this urge to go to salem country gardens...
I think I'm jumping the gun with fall already but what the hell...I want to get me some nice cinnimon apple incense for my place.
Anyone want to come with me? If so, Give me a call. If you matter, you know my number. Peace.
AMY
I'm chilling at my friend Dustin's house at the moment. He's passed out so here I am. Jesse is at work...I may go visit him if i have the time today. We don't see eachother like we used to. I dont even remember the last time we slept next to eachother. This "living apart" Thing sucks so bad. I miss him holding me every night when I go to sleep and I miss him still holding me when I wake up. I drive countless miles to see him as much as possible...but with his car broken (half my fault...whoops look at that huge ditch....dont ask) he cant come see me as often. We argue a lot lately...but I think perhaps we can work through the bullshit.
As of late, my days have been running together. without Jesse around, Ive been seeing friends a lot more. I kind of missed this. Before Jesse, and when I was with him but we didn't live together, I used to hang out with my friends every second I wasnt at work, I wouldnt sleep but I wouldnt care. I would go out and party and listen to punk rock and just not give a shit, go to work, and do it all over again. I miss that. I miss SB, Jenn, Shelli, Cait, Meg, Levi, Justin, Dave, Melissa, Claire, (now George too), Chris, Sarah, Shaun, Jonny, Chris, Nick, Vinny (who never talked to me much anyway), Zarah, Josh, Everyone. God its pretty sad that I dont see any of them much anymore.
Well if any of them choose to read this, I miss you. I really do.
And I'm sorry for being corporate scum. And a housewife. I promise I'll find a way to hang out again soon.
Well I should go, I kind of have this urge to go to salem country gardens...
I think I'm jumping the gun with fall already but what the hell...I want to get me some nice cinnimon apple incense for my place.
Anyone want to come with me? If so, Give me a call. If you matter, you know my number. Peace.
AMY