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This whole not smoking thing really isnt wokring out to well. I've just been a bitch. ANd i cant help it it just sucks to watch everyone around me smoking, My weed none the less. It really sucks.I guess it doesnt suck as much for me as it does for Raina. I cant wait till tuesday. Brandyn's telling me i cant smoke till i get a job but if i dont smoke on tuesday when i actually can then i might not be able to for another month. He's acting as if me not having a job is because i smoke, but i havent smoked in a month and still no job so i really dont think thats the problem its just my lack of ambition. I really want to eat some mushrooms soon, or some lsd. its been awhile i guess [2 or 3 weeks]. Dannys tripping right now but i dont understad how hes listening to such shitty music like techno while hes tripping it just doesnt make sense. Ide also like some Beans. ughhh im so incredibly bored i need brandyn to come back home! hmmm