we could leave this life behind.
jess's name is "feminism killed chivarly"
i agree.
i mean all i want is someone to take me out, buy me dinner, open the door for me and overall act un-absurd.
it would be such a change...
sigh.
i am listening to angry music and generally wallowing in self pity,
i will get out of this rut tomorrow i hope.
must study phys
must study algebra
must be a good student
i'm a good girl.
sometimes i wonder why no one wants me.
but then i think it's better not to think about that.
my dad and i made/ate dinner together.
he said pretty much he didn't want me to go away next year, but i set it straight that i need to go. its not a want.
it's a need
so i am gonna listen to angry music and study hardcore.
and try not to feel like an idiot whilst doing this...
positive points of the day:
-won the waterpolo game
-play practice
-kim calling me "hot"
[who wants to drive all night away from this place and these people?]
i agree.
i mean all i want is someone to take me out, buy me dinner, open the door for me and overall act un-absurd.
it would be such a change...
sigh.
i am listening to angry music and generally wallowing in self pity,
i will get out of this rut tomorrow i hope.
must study phys
must study algebra
must be a good student
i'm a good girl.
sometimes i wonder why no one wants me.
but then i think it's better not to think about that.
my dad and i made/ate dinner together.
he said pretty much he didn't want me to go away next year, but i set it straight that i need to go. its not a want.
it's a need
so i am gonna listen to angry music and study hardcore.
and try not to feel like an idiot whilst doing this...
positive points of the day:
-won the waterpolo game
-play practice
-kim calling me "hot"
[who wants to drive all night away from this place and these people?]