how could you compromise yourself like this?
WHAT THE FUCK.
so i asked andre if he liked me, cuz i wasn't sure, and i kinda liked him [but mostly he was just really nice and stuff]...
and he has a girlfriend. she is visiting her aunt for 2 months and will be back next month...
so overall it's a good thing.
[usually i know if i like someone liek right off the bat
but even after hanging out with him a couple times i didn't know...
so maybe i didn't like him at all but was just trying to cuz he's such a nice guy...]
o well... and if he reads this, then tough luck for him.
but he was still like "i really like you and i wish we could be more than just friends"
which shows he obviously has a different outlook on life.
when something better comes along, jump on it, it may make you the happiest person alive, and if it doesn't work out...
then at least you tried, and most likely you will discover the thing that you were satisfied with before wasn't even all that great.
fuck broken hearts.
now anyone whos 'tight' with me would be like... "what the fuck?..." and have a VERY blank/confused expression...
but i am actually the happiest i have been im so long
i feel
young
free &
happy.
last night was how life should always be.
we saw the guys hockey game, which they won by alot.
we went to tories and played with tulip and played foozeball with two balls.
we ate dinner at ems house with the fam.
and that happened next was great:
me and em danced in her library. [coreographed moves]
then we watched a movie...
and andre came later... and he watched with us.
then we dropped off em at tories.
me and andre chilled for a while listening to mainly deathangryscreamingmetal music... and it was cool... but yea i kinda feel stupid for it all now...
and i got home and asleep by 4 am.
positive points:
-drinking at homecoming
-dancing crazy with em last night
-watching that amazing movie with em last night [but i want to KILL maria]
so i asked andre if he liked me, cuz i wasn't sure, and i kinda liked him [but mostly he was just really nice and stuff]...
and he has a girlfriend. she is visiting her aunt for 2 months and will be back next month...
so overall it's a good thing.
[usually i know if i like someone liek right off the bat
but even after hanging out with him a couple times i didn't know...
so maybe i didn't like him at all but was just trying to cuz he's such a nice guy...]
o well... and if he reads this, then tough luck for him.
but he was still like "i really like you and i wish we could be more than just friends"
which shows he obviously has a different outlook on life.
when something better comes along, jump on it, it may make you the happiest person alive, and if it doesn't work out...
then at least you tried, and most likely you will discover the thing that you were satisfied with before wasn't even all that great.
fuck broken hearts.
now anyone whos 'tight' with me would be like... "what the fuck?..." and have a VERY blank/confused expression...
but i am actually the happiest i have been im so long
i feel
young
free &
happy.
last night was how life should always be.
we saw the guys hockey game, which they won by alot.
we went to tories and played with tulip and played foozeball with two balls.
we ate dinner at ems house with the fam.
and that happened next was great:
me and em danced in her library. [coreographed moves]
then we watched a movie...
and andre came later... and he watched with us.
then we dropped off em at tories.
me and andre chilled for a while listening to mainly deathangryscreamingmetal music... and it was cool... but yea i kinda feel stupid for it all now...
and i got home and asleep by 4 am.
positive points:
-drinking at homecoming
-dancing crazy with em last night
-watching that amazing movie with em last night [but i want to KILL maria]