*meow*

[playfulpuppy]

uhh today has been filled with an unsettling amount of questions filling my head. It's just really weird how when I just want a quiet day of being lazy Im questioning everything in my life. Ehh tis odd. Its like I've been questioning who I am once again in this part of my life here recently and its making no sense. I have nooo idea how to explain me to anyone anymore lol. And there are so many things about me that I cant explain...who knows. Mike and I had a really longgggg conversation last night which was great. We talked about everything like uhh jus everything. We found out we have a few conflicting ideas on money and than yeah we stopped that convo cause its a rather in person thing than on the phone. But than that same topic came up today while I was watching rich girls...I seriously hate that show....and than I realized how much I take such little insignificant things to heart...and yeah that made me cry. I mean like ugh I dont know. You could just say something jokingly and I mean Ill seriously take it to heart and just totally be offended. Im wayyy too serious about that and my feelings get hurt way too easily. although when I think you're joking and ur not than I dont take it seriously. Im strange /:), but we all knew that. Okay now on to something thats been bugging me like majorly lately. Its just I know my parents try and provided everything that they can for me and they do their best I know they do, but money gets tight and I get my spoiled attitude and end up throwin a fit. Yeah I know I should remind myself how greatful I am that we have more than we could ever want but still some days I just wanna go out and spend a huge amount of money on shit I dont need just because I think I can. Ugh I just...grrr things could be worse off atleast I got a roof over my head and shit ya know? So what if I dont have the designer clothes or the four hundred dollar shoes. I have what I need around me, a loving family. I just.....something someone said the other day really got me to thinking "money is happiness" thats so wrong....Cause like I mean yeah u have the fancy shit but what else do you have? a buncha snobby friends who are only there because u have the money....okay I gotta quit or Ima get bitchy and like say fuck everything and cry which I dun want to do so for now...be happy with the next part :P
And now for the entertainment of the evening LOL. I love meggie :D
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:17:32 PM): meh..
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:17:38 PM): no u meh
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:17:47 PM): bleh?
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:17:54 PM): wah wah wahhhh
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:18:38 PM): can I take ur duck and play hide and go seek?
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:19:08 PM): no
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:19:10 PM): my duckie
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:19:16 PM): can I feed it skittles?
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:19:22 PM): woo he likes skittles
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:19:38 PM): he likes to taste the rainbow...in the non-sort of dirty way..
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:19:40 PM): and make it fat and take it for a walk so it can waddle down the street?
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:19:52 PM): LOL
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:20:10 PM): he likes to taste the rainbow....in the sort of dirty way.....dont deny him that privilege.
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:20:44 PM): Im going to kidnap you and take you to ihop.
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:21:30 PM): I WANNA GO TO IHOE
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:22:14 PM): we're gonna be the new ihoe girls
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:23:35 PM): PIXIE STIX!
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:23:53 PM): kachunk im a toaster!
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:24:10 PM): can I take u home and make toast?
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:24:16 PM): no
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:24:23 PM): but you can warm up my pop tarts
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:24:34 PM): ooo u know I love your pop tarts baby
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:24:44 PM): ooo yes yes yes
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:24:49 PM): i love ur toaster strudel
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:25:01 PM): ooo with my white creamy gooey stuff
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:25:10 PM): lmfao thats so wrong
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:25:15 PM): u like it hush =;
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:25:55 PM): do u like tasting the white creamy gooey stuff?
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:26:05 PM): yes its so sweet lol
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:26:17 PM): ooo Im so glad you like it
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:29:01 PM): *ding* ur white creamy gooey stuffs done
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:30:15 PM): u are my fetish...I love you
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:31:23 PM): ur my fetish too...i dream about you
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:31:32 PM): and....bananas....lmao
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:32:04 PM): oooo I want to dream about bananas....but all I get is silver nail polish *tear*
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:33:08 PM): awww
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:33:20 PM): it makes me hot though :">
LiL PuNkR gIrL45 (7:33:28 PM): lmao
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:34:33 PM): would u like a candy....
PrTy PrYnCeSs 00 (7:34:40 PM): I found it in the bottom of my purse...dont mind the fur