Mar 16, 2003 10:07
Just when you thought I was gone for good, I have come back to you with a new journal entry. Usually I like to wait until I am inspired and have something to say, but this time I would just like to express my toughts on a few issues that are on my mind. Drumroll please...the topics of your March 16th journal entry are: Girls(duh), Friends, Spring Break, and School.
Well for a while I have gotten to taking a liking to one girl. I know that usually I like 4 at a time, but this time I have only taken to one. She is like me in some ways, but totally the opposite in others. That is what I need, a girl that isn't exactly like me...last time it just got too annoying. Im sorry, but when you like a person who is just like you, their good traits start to become flaws. The only problem with this girl is that I don't think she can go out with me because of certain circumstances. Its tough to just let go, but at the same time I guess I just have to respect her decision.
My friends can never get any closer to me because they are like my brothers. Sometimes I don't know what goes through their heads, but I know that sometimes they don't know whats going through mine. They are always there to talk to and yes I am always there in return. On Friday, at Alfonsos, it was just a group of friends having fun and doing crazy stuff. Saturday wasn't all that fun, but I enjoyed seeing a movie with Ian, Fonz, and Chris, eating at Bobby's house, and then just sitting there with Bobby as he played the guitar and I freestyled lyrics. Then when I came home, some people came over and spent the night. Although it wasn't the greatest of weekends, its one that always stick with you the most.
What is it, 2 more weeks? Until what? UNTIL THE GREATEST WEEK OF MY LIFE. My senior year spring break with 10 of my good friends. The lineup is as follows: Me, Fonz, Tony, Matt, Ian, Chris T, Brice, Kevin, Brian, and Aaron. It is going to be so much fun. Non-stop parties and endless flirtations with random girls. I need a week like this to just relax because school, my next topic, is getting a little stressful. I think that Spring Break will do wonders for my life, my friendships, and give me memories to take along to college.
SCHOOL SUCKS ASS...and I'll tell you why. It has begun to be a burden on me. I have a very low grade in Calculus, I am loosing my A in anatomy, and I don't even know what to expect in Economics. On top of that, my English teacher thinks its okay to pound us in the ass with random projects and writing assignments. I wish my last days of my senior year could be a little less stressful because on top of that I have the stress of not knowing if I was accepted at the colleges of my choice. Maybe hope will help all my trivial problems. All the stress will be over soon, I just have to hold out until Spring Break and then Graduation.