It is all beyond me...
everyday i go to school, not thinking of the my problems and my inability to cope with my surrounding. i go to my classes, not talking to anyone, and i come back to the safety of my own dorm room. i used to be a kid who could go up to just about anyone and have a conversation, but now i have become a depressed and pyschologically unstable
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I just stumbled across your live journal tonight because i am unable to sleep. First and foremost i would like to apologize for the comment i posted the other day. It was rude of me and I should have talked to you personally about it. It just got to me when you were saying stuff about my sis and friends, whom aren't the nicest at times, but you really honestly don't know them at all. If you get mad at me get mad at me for the way i handled the situation, not the fact that I stood up for the ones i love. Second, I can't lie and say that I haven't noticed that you have been acting strange. I know we each go through hard times in our lives, some more often than others. We all knew that college would affect our friendships, building new ones and watching some of the old disappear. But if half the things are true about what I have heard Ian and Fonz and all your other guy friends say about you, then you are blessed with such great friends that some people will never know. I know we have never been that close over the past 4 years, but you know that I am always here for you. You, aside from Vinnie, are my best guy friend. As for you feeling alone here, that is very understandable. We are all desperately trying to hold on to that close knit group we had in high school. Not wanting to let go of all the memories we had together. But this is just the next step in life that we all must take. New friendships are made and the important ones only grow stronger. You are a great guy Samir, don't let anyone or yourself tell you otherwise. Concerning the girls, don't be looking for mrs. perfect right now. the majority of the girls here are also trying to adjust to college and with that comes the drunkenness and random hookups. You have so many good qualities that no girl in her right mine would be able to resist you. I know I may be only a girl and may not understand everything, but i can relate probably more than you know. Don't forget I know what depression is, I was caught in that hell for over a year. If you ever need anyone to talk to about anything, no matter how small, you know you can come talk to me. and i don't say that just as a friendly gesture. I love you!
Elizabeth
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