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AHA! Me with red hair! Brilliance! MWAHAHA!
Friggin roots.
Ok, first of all, I'd like to make a public livejournal apology. I'm so completelly sorry Lauren. I've been an asshole since Jake came around. Like you said, it all started with him. And I take responsability for digging my own grave for the past 3 months. God damnit Lauren, I'm sorry.
Second public livejournal apology is to Melanie. I've been shutting you and Lauren out for the past couple of months, and thats whats been making these such rock hard times.
Just to dramatize things, I'm acually writting this in Mount Siani Hospital. I twisted my knee and my stitches are fucked up. I guess I deserve it, eh?
Well, since you guys were so pre-occupied with Sunday's entery about what may be one of my worst choices ever, I'm going to spell it out for all of you. The money's running low. Dad's last surgery wast covered by Oxford. I'm going to have to leave Dwight and find a cheaper school. and it really hurts because I feel like over the past year I lost alot of my closest Trevor sisters. And now I've just about found my place at Dwight. I dont know what the hell to do.
Over the last couple of months I've been engaged, held my fathers hand in the hospital, been to a dear friends funeral, cheated, dumped a toxic boyfriend, watched "titanic" 18 times, been mugged, lost 2 cell phones, felt alone, been alone, regreted a big decision, was almost famous, got lost, and gotten stitches.
So now I'm starting fresh. Again.
05:51 am - Breaking the ice. Febuary 21st, 2005
A friend of mine has a link to one of these livejournal things on his aim profile.I just randomlly stumbled upon it. Not knowing what the hell it was, I exited and eventually forgot about it all together. Then a good friend, Melanie told me she was making one of these. So I decided to try it out, so here I am now. I'm 14, a scorpio, a bandmate in the chucking pinecones, a girlfriend on multiple accounts, a student to some, others I'm red death, but I like to call myself Ali.