needing a big change QUICK!
-way too bored with everything. did homework during nutrition and lunch. i think ill continue that. im cutting my hair pretty short, well a little shorter then my chin. i need a change. I need new friends. i need new places to go.
-i don't have a fucking job... no one likes my name i guess... cuz no one calls me for an interview. i have no money and my dad curses me for asking for money and gives me a dollar. so i signed up for lunch meal tickets.(lied about the familys income) but I was "only qualified" for part off the lunch. so i get free breakfasts and 40cents lunches. ryland thinks im terrible but josh fuchs says my parents pay taxes so its alright...haha
-mr. gleason must have failed school cuz it took him a week and ahalf to read my 12 page script. he says im ready to film...VERY EXCITING
-met josh fuchs for some boba after school. always interesting conversations with that kid. the girl who works there i thought was pretty cool. im a big time regular so ive gotten to know her pretty well. she wants to go to santa cruz so thats awsome. but i called her on miseductaion for the 2nd time today. onetime i took my brother and his friend to the boba cafe and the girl and I were talking about majors and she said she wants to be a jazz major ( cool) and she said she didn't apply to ucla cuz they don't have one...so my brothers friend steps in and says "uhh ill be graduating in june from ucla with a jazz major." hmmm. so today i hear death cab for cutie playing, and i got excited to think it was her cd (cuz she was working today) so i asked her if it was her cd..i guess she thought i wanted to know who it was so she went looking for something and says "oh its my friends band called nathaniel’s endeavors ( # 1 ha..for those who know them) and iwas like no its not! she felt kinda stupid.... i dunno she’s not soo cool anymore with her random i knowit alls but i know shit. (p.s Kristina it was Andrew;s cd =P) hmm my mom asked me a while ago if i could hang out with anyother girls besides valerie. i like other gilrs of course. but maybe guys can side with me here...why is it so hard to find cool, funny and smart girls??? hmmm speaking of that in lit we had a nice discussion but every time this one person spoke i cringed i dunno what it was but i can't stand this person and i feel like im seeing them a lot recently=/
-went to my pierce class of anthropology class of religion witchcraft and magic . 3rd class so haven't gotten in to the "cool" things yet. but the class ( as in the students) are fucking obnoxious!!! ahhhh #1 since im a core elitist and everything the students say is just fucking stupid and annoying. this one fat kid ( i sound like valerie =P) thinks hes knows everything, and ya he seems smart but he fucking comments on fucking everything for no fucking reason ah blaaahahhhhhh im gunna bring a bat to class next time! i found and old elementary classmate in that class though. since all nothridge kids are lame i totally plan on using him for his book. fuck books. they are so expensive.
-went to starbucks after the class to read ragtime! i just took a seat and didn't buy anthing.. i felt kinda weird but whatever. this cute guy askes if the couch next to me is taken i say no with a smile. im reading a book so i know he won't interrupt me, but that makes me a lil mad. his name is called for his drink and i realize I’ve met him from a friend before. i tell him about my discovery and we indulge into a long conversation. fun guy aannndd lives close by. didn't get to read rag time though =/ so later this guy he knows from his streets walks in and they say hi. the 3rd person talks about how hes going to the something marines. brags about it like he invented a cure for cancer. a fucking asshole he was. only exercised his muscles. i asked him how he felt about killing people and he said he was so excited . i was so grossed out i just turned the other way and started reading my book. i wanted do say something to him, but i didn't even want to be in a conversation with him. but i couldn’t help hearing how he had to call his girl to tell her he was gunna go drinking with the marines. i couldn't even imagine how dumb that girl must have been. god i hate northridge people. but the reunited friend and i swapped numbers and promised to hang out...excited...a new hangout friend
on to tomorrow where i have a lunch date with mr miller =)
- raquel ... i remember you
-i don't have a fucking job... no one likes my name i guess... cuz no one calls me for an interview. i have no money and my dad curses me for asking for money and gives me a dollar. so i signed up for lunch meal tickets.(lied about the familys income) but I was "only qualified" for part off the lunch. so i get free breakfasts and 40cents lunches. ryland thinks im terrible but josh fuchs says my parents pay taxes so its alright...haha
-mr. gleason must have failed school cuz it took him a week and ahalf to read my 12 page script. he says im ready to film...VERY EXCITING
-met josh fuchs for some boba after school. always interesting conversations with that kid. the girl who works there i thought was pretty cool. im a big time regular so ive gotten to know her pretty well. she wants to go to santa cruz so thats awsome. but i called her on miseductaion for the 2nd time today. onetime i took my brother and his friend to the boba cafe and the girl and I were talking about majors and she said she wants to be a jazz major ( cool) and she said she didn't apply to ucla cuz they don't have one...so my brothers friend steps in and says "uhh ill be graduating in june from ucla with a jazz major." hmmm. so today i hear death cab for cutie playing, and i got excited to think it was her cd (cuz she was working today) so i asked her if it was her cd..i guess she thought i wanted to know who it was so she went looking for something and says "oh its my friends band called nathaniel’s endeavors ( # 1 ha..for those who know them) and iwas like no its not! she felt kinda stupid.... i dunno she’s not soo cool anymore with her random i knowit alls but i know shit. (p.s Kristina it was Andrew;s cd =P) hmm my mom asked me a while ago if i could hang out with anyother girls besides valerie. i like other gilrs of course. but maybe guys can side with me here...why is it so hard to find cool, funny and smart girls??? hmmm speaking of that in lit we had a nice discussion but every time this one person spoke i cringed i dunno what it was but i can't stand this person and i feel like im seeing them a lot recently=/
-went to my pierce class of anthropology class of religion witchcraft and magic . 3rd class so haven't gotten in to the "cool" things yet. but the class ( as in the students) are fucking obnoxious!!! ahhhh #1 since im a core elitist and everything the students say is just fucking stupid and annoying. this one fat kid ( i sound like valerie =P) thinks hes knows everything, and ya he seems smart but he fucking comments on fucking everything for no fucking reason ah blaaahahhhhhh im gunna bring a bat to class next time! i found and old elementary classmate in that class though. since all nothridge kids are lame i totally plan on using him for his book. fuck books. they are so expensive.
-went to starbucks after the class to read ragtime! i just took a seat and didn't buy anthing.. i felt kinda weird but whatever. this cute guy askes if the couch next to me is taken i say no with a smile. im reading a book so i know he won't interrupt me, but that makes me a lil mad. his name is called for his drink and i realize I’ve met him from a friend before. i tell him about my discovery and we indulge into a long conversation. fun guy aannndd lives close by. didn't get to read rag time though =/ so later this guy he knows from his streets walks in and they say hi. the 3rd person talks about how hes going to the something marines. brags about it like he invented a cure for cancer. a fucking asshole he was. only exercised his muscles. i asked him how he felt about killing people and he said he was so excited . i was so grossed out i just turned the other way and started reading my book. i wanted do say something to him, but i didn't even want to be in a conversation with him. but i couldn’t help hearing how he had to call his girl to tell her he was gunna go drinking with the marines. i couldn't even imagine how dumb that girl must have been. god i hate northridge people. but the reunited friend and i swapped numbers and promised to hang out...excited...a new hangout friend
on to tomorrow where i have a lunch date with mr miller =)
- raquel ... i remember you