MEGA - update
i updated on my bday but i did it on myspace, opps
well, anyway, my birthday was fantastic.
everything i could have wanted and more.
i used to think i wanted to go out and get shit faced on my 21st
but when it came down to it, i really didnt feel like that would be awesome
the night of my bday ended up being, spending the day shopping.
then meeting up with Jason, getting cake @ my house with my family.
and opening all my presents from my family, which were great.
(peacoat, delias clothes, perfume, movie tickets, chilis gift card, and etc.)
(and then presents from J, nicole richies book, delias clothes, a cool bag, ballons, etc.)
then, we went and hung around town, until night, and then we met up with
the 1017 crew up @ TGIFridays and ate a whole bunch of food and Justin bought me drinnnks!
faith & sonny got me a gift card for Fridays so the food was basically free,
and josh & kali got me a shhhmexy volcom sweater that i said i watned from XLR8 and some socks & earrings.
and then justin bougth me drinks, hahaha.
it was just really good to be there and just hang out with our friends,
because we ALL have been so fucking busy with school or work or shit.
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THANKSGIVING - i went to NEW YORK
it was so fun to go on an airplane, i havent been on one in FOREVER
and it was fun to not be @ work or school every day and just be on a vacation
it was fun to be cold again, lol
and see a new place
i seriously seriously seriously, LOVE J's family
they are so funny, and welcoming, its really awesome
we had thanksgiving dinner @ his aunt Amy's house (i met her in Fl before)
and we had thanksgiving breakfast @ his aunt Dawn's house (verrry nice)
and we slept @ his sister Jaime's apartment
i got to meet a whole bunch of his friends
and see all the places he did bad things @
and meet his dad & Grandma - and it was really good
we went out to the club "sneaky petes" the night before thanksgiving
and i looked pretty hot, hahahaha
but i was just worried about drama
because he has alot of ex-GFs and one psycho one
Lol - anyway. nothing happened.
and i had SO much fun, shakin' my tail feather. lol
and eddie bought me sooo many drinks, it was great!
the only bad moment, was when it just got to me, that everyone
kept asking me how i liked it up there, implying - that id some day move there
and then his family kept saying he was welcome to come home whenever,
because they miss him and because its not easy for him living on his own down in FL
and the thing is, i already know, that i wont live up there
i dont want to live up there, i dont like to think about living up there
its SO country, and i would have no friends, and the college attendence is smaller than my highschool class was
and its just not for me. . .but
i know HE wants to live there. . . .
and when we talk about it, i just feel like we are talking about when we will be breaking up
because i wont live there. . .and we did start talking about it one night
and all i could do was cry, because i dont like to think about not being with him
but i also in my heart dont want him to stay where he's not happy. . .
but he was his awesome self, and just told me to stop crying/worrying and that things would work out
and he loves me, and wouldnt expect me to move up there, and that hes strong enough to be away from his family
and hes known how hard it is and he wouldnt want me to go through that. . .
and GOSH DARN IT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
this was a rediculous entry. hahahahaha.
i loved my vacation. and we are starting to plan the next one.
we are going to MY home next, and meeting his mom up there 4 a baseball game.
gonna be funnnnn.
well, anyway, my birthday was fantastic.
everything i could have wanted and more.
i used to think i wanted to go out and get shit faced on my 21st
but when it came down to it, i really didnt feel like that would be awesome
the night of my bday ended up being, spending the day shopping.
then meeting up with Jason, getting cake @ my house with my family.
and opening all my presents from my family, which were great.
(peacoat, delias clothes, perfume, movie tickets, chilis gift card, and etc.)
(and then presents from J, nicole richies book, delias clothes, a cool bag, ballons, etc.)
then, we went and hung around town, until night, and then we met up with
the 1017 crew up @ TGIFridays and ate a whole bunch of food and Justin bought me drinnnks!
faith & sonny got me a gift card for Fridays so the food was basically free,
and josh & kali got me a shhhmexy volcom sweater that i said i watned from XLR8 and some socks & earrings.
and then justin bougth me drinks, hahaha.
it was just really good to be there and just hang out with our friends,
because we ALL have been so fucking busy with school or work or shit.
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THANKSGIVING - i went to NEW YORK
it was so fun to go on an airplane, i havent been on one in FOREVER
and it was fun to not be @ work or school every day and just be on a vacation
it was fun to be cold again, lol
and see a new place
i seriously seriously seriously, LOVE J's family
they are so funny, and welcoming, its really awesome
we had thanksgiving dinner @ his aunt Amy's house (i met her in Fl before)
and we had thanksgiving breakfast @ his aunt Dawn's house (verrry nice)
and we slept @ his sister Jaime's apartment
i got to meet a whole bunch of his friends
and see all the places he did bad things @
and meet his dad & Grandma - and it was really good
we went out to the club "sneaky petes" the night before thanksgiving
and i looked pretty hot, hahahaha
but i was just worried about drama
because he has alot of ex-GFs and one psycho one
Lol - anyway. nothing happened.
and i had SO much fun, shakin' my tail feather. lol
and eddie bought me sooo many drinks, it was great!
the only bad moment, was when it just got to me, that everyone
kept asking me how i liked it up there, implying - that id some day move there
and then his family kept saying he was welcome to come home whenever,
because they miss him and because its not easy for him living on his own down in FL
and the thing is, i already know, that i wont live up there
i dont want to live up there, i dont like to think about living up there
its SO country, and i would have no friends, and the college attendence is smaller than my highschool class was
and its just not for me. . .but
i know HE wants to live there. . . .
and when we talk about it, i just feel like we are talking about when we will be breaking up
because i wont live there. . .and we did start talking about it one night
and all i could do was cry, because i dont like to think about not being with him
but i also in my heart dont want him to stay where he's not happy. . .
but he was his awesome self, and just told me to stop crying/worrying and that things would work out
and he loves me, and wouldnt expect me to move up there, and that hes strong enough to be away from his family
and hes known how hard it is and he wouldnt want me to go through that. . .
and GOSH DARN IT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
this was a rediculous entry. hahahahaha.
i loved my vacation. and we are starting to plan the next one.
we are going to MY home next, and meeting his mom up there 4 a baseball game.
gonna be funnnnn.