Sep 12, 2005 17:01
Me n' LoR r chyllin jus got bak from tha beach!!! We were talkin n' i miss sOo much how everything was b4!! Like me her & Kaley, attatched at tha hip!! We miss you babe S4L dont eva forget that !!!! But yeaa jus everything was sOo simple we were wit tha ppl that were tru to us n' thats it. Me n' Laura completely stayed outta drama @ Boynton n' everything was sOo PERFECT! So much has changed n' mostly this summa. Me & Kyle broke up, Calvin & Lor, Kay moved, Laura got locked up.. 4real everything fell apart n' we stopped chyllin wit tha ppl we did for like 9months!!! Im still chyllin wit Wil so as long as i got him its gonna b aight, i guess..
This weekend was tight. My Dadii was outta town PARTY!!! Thurs nite we jus went to parties than had madd ppl ova till like 8, got like 3 hrs of sleep cuz Randy had to wake up for community service n' i had to wake him up n' couldnt fall bak asleep, Fri nite him Ryan n Jen came ova n we jus drank n' kept it low but it was amazing i had like one of tha best nites everrrr than Sat nite of course was the opposite cuz me n' him r like a fuckin ROLLERCOASTER!! DRAMAAA but w/e fuck it. I dunno i reallii like him but 4 some reason dont wanna go out?! W/e i love how things r n' i realli wana jus keep it how it is. We fought alot Sat nite n i hate that :( So i drank, alot. Than we made up, so i drank, more. Haha i dunno how that works out but yehh cuz he was like aight baby im srry lets do a line of shots n' all the girls backed out so it was Randy, his homeboii from work & Ryan and me.. All did the same amount. I felt so sick.. but it was fun oh well. I guess imma go to school 2mr, gettin my tan bak so i guess i can take a day off n' go to school for atleast a few hrs cuz I dont wanna go Friday!! I been thinkin bout a lot lately i dunno i hate how so much can change.. 2 of my best friends i cant see or hardly do, and ive lost touch wit alotta ppl in my life. Im not gonna let nething get me sad tho bcuz LIFES STILL AMAZING <3 Anddd we're going shopping, so i couldnt be any happier. My cellys dead sO if you gotta get ahold of me hit up my other fl celly or Lor's. I'm realli happy that despite all the drama, me n' Randy r bak to bein good n' this weekend was sOo P-I-M-P!! Love it. Anddd FUCK YOU VANESSA, I kno u readin my shyt now FUCKIN GROW UP. I kno yur jealous, a 16yr old got yur man & Ryan told me yur intimidated by me.. So fuckin grow up & Jus admit it bitch.. And realize he doesnt want ANYTHING to do wit u no more BACK THE FUCK OFF BITCH or fuckin grow up n' stop bein a pussy n' show up at my work like u been sayin u gonn do. <3 MUCH LOVE !! xOxO
You gotta take some chances, you gotta risk losin it all. You gotta close yur eyes n' leap bcuz it might b worth tha fall !!! <3 Fallin for him..