TrU tO eachOther.. nOthin tO dOubt !!!
A part of me jus wants to break down & cry but another part of me knos how amazing everything was jus a few days ago n' im jus hopin it'll get bak to that!!! Thurs me & Laura layed out n' than my baybii ( Randy )surprised me n' came over !! It made me smile sOo big cuz he was sopposed to b working so he made us cosmos & ordered us my fave pizza ( no cheese & pineapple , and i have no clue how he knew that cuz i never told him ) while we were upstairs gettin dressed n' shit so when i came downstairs he was there wit the drinks made n' the pizza there already sOo we ate n' drank than Ryan came over, me n' Laura danced on the bar haha n' were jus drunk enough like PeRfEcT n' had some ppl over, than when every1 left except Will & Randy & Ron.. We took some more bars that Randy bought us, than Randy & Ron went to pik up sumthin n' I came upstiars to say g*nite to the loves of mii liife n' snorted another bar wit Will & Laura than Will picked me up n' layed me on my bed n' was kissin me n' tellin me goodnite n' 2 b good n' when hes on bars he's very touchy wit me, more than usual like Kyle dosnt care if he kisses me on the lips but he was doin it in front of Laura whie he was huggn me & when i looked ova his shoulder she was like WIll, wtf?! N' givin us dirty looks so i felt bad bcuz earlier Randy almost left cuz me & KYle got in a fight n' i was cryin n' he didnt see me cuz he was outside n' Will was huggin me n' kissin me & he got pissed cuz he dosnt reallii understand our friendship. But anywayz, they came bak n' we did SuMtHin .. Stayed up ALL nite from like 4 i think they got it, till 11 talkin than me & Randy layed down n' slept till like 12ish i think or w/e n' i went to take a shower when he was about to leave to go home n get his work clothes n' than i hear banging on my door n' i look out the window of my shower n' see like 5 cop cars all around my house so long story short Laura was found, my Dad atleast knew she was stayin here so i didnt get in trouble wit that but it was jus real dramatic cuz when me & her were upstairs talkin to 2 cops we looked downstairs n' saw our boiis handcuffed so we got free of the cops n' ran downstiars n' were freakin n' the cops downstairs handcuffed us n' i wouldnt let them take Laura bak 2 her house n' i bitched her mom out about beating her n' jus ahh so much shit !!!!! Than they made every1 leave & since my dad was gone Mark was here n' told the cops 2 leave that i didnt need any more drama n' told them the boiis had nuthin to wit it n' i was crying SO hard ive never cried so hard in my liife so Will came bak even tho he wasnt allowed to b bak in the sub n' jus held me for like 2 hrs n' we talked n' both were cryin for Laura than he took me to work & Randy n' I jus talked the whole time n' were so fucked up n' tired n' sad it was horrible !!! I miss my baYbiiGiRl SO much.. Friday & Sat. were horrible i was grounded n' couldnt realii talk to Randy, Lauras home n' me & Will dont like that at all n' wanna kidnap her. The past 2 1/2 weeks ive spent every fuckin minute wit her n' now idk when ill see her again. I wont regret a damn thing i felt so bad but she made me promise cuz it was the best 2 1/2 weeks of mii life n' Thurs nite was the best nite of mii life probably. Jus everynite spendin the nite @ Ryans wit Randy n' drinkin n' jus gettin fucked up n' layin out every damn day n' havin the house to ourselves when my dad was gone n' everyday after work comin home n' she'd b here n' wed jus party all nite.. BEST TIMES EVER !!!.. Today got better !! Randy came in to talk to me while i was working n' we talked a lot n' we're gonna chill 2mr imma tell my Dad im workin cuz we both have off. Vanessa is finally realizing he doesnt want her bak n' im happy i dont gotta deal wit that cuz that bs used to drive me crazii n' Laura was the onlii one who understood it n' helped me out wit it. I reallii hope things keep gettin better cuz even tho its onlii been 2 days its been the worst 2 days of my life ! I come to Michigan on Tuesday morning n' im stayin wit my aunt the whole time so i dont gotta deal wit my mom, im so excited !!!! Hopefully when i come back, everything goes bak to how it used to be !!! Randys been tellin me he likes me n' hes been there for me thru all this n' im feelin him too now n' he jus makes me feel soOo amazing !! I gotta go get readii.. Im grounded but Wills takin me to the beach 2 talk cuz I cant handle all this rite now. <3
Laura.. I heard frOm sOme ppl yOuve been online past FrIdaY soOo im hOpin yOull see this..BaYbiiGiRl !!! I'm so happy we became friends.. More than 9 months!!!! After knowing you for onlii 9 days i knew you were a truu friend n' even tho we've been thruu alOtta bullshit dRaMa we've stayed friends !!! I cOuld go on 4ever bOut everything ! MotOwn.. Suriving BbHs 2gether even thO we hardly went cuz we skipped sO damn much n' when we did gO we were barred out durrin 2 hrs of Art ! Haha.. Sharin everything .. clOthes, shOes, makeup, jewlery, EVERYTHING except our men rite?! Haha Yur house is miine girl.. You kno that !! Yur more than mii best friend yur my sister. Livin 2gether these past 3 weeks have been AMAZING. I loved seein you evry day after we gOt off wOrk, gettin readii 2gether n' gOin out!! Spendin like 2 weeks @ Ryans wit Randy. Haha the 1st day we went there we were SO fuckin TRASHHEDDD nO wOnder they lOve us!!! All the times @ the beach, all the cOsmOs, all the nites yOu talked tO me. YOu had mii bak since my 2nd daii of schOol n' i aint gOnna lie we've deff. havent been attatched @ the hip since but Oh Well !!! We gOt thruu the drama n' nOw we knO nOthin will stOp us frOm bein friends ! Wit yOu gettin jumped n' seein yOu taken away in handcuffs Friday mOrning, prObably the scariest mOments of mii life cuz i care abOut yOu more than anyOne here!!! Everything was jus so perfect.. FUCK THE POLICE !!! I PROMISE yOu babe me & Will are gOnna find a way tO get yOu outta that damn hOuse fOr gOod. I hate knOin yur there. He cares abOut yOu sOo much n' nOthin makes me happier than mii 2 best friends 2gether!!! I've never seen him care abOut sOme1 like this.. its crazii. I cant wait till my Dad cOnvinces yur mom to let yOu live wit us fOr a LiL.. No matter wat we'll alwayz be sisters. When me & Kyle first broke up n' i was chillin wit Randy i was sOo cOnfused i had nO idea wat i shOuld dO n' was jus sO cOnfused n' sad.. than like 2 daiis later i tOld him 2 stOp n' see yOu n' ever since we all started chyllin everything seemed SO easy. I wasn't cOnfused i was jus havin fun. We bOth were gOin thruu alOt wit the cOps n' feelin new bOiis n' tryn tO let gO of the 2 bOiis we lOve whO have been there fOr us lOnger than we've been there fOr e/o but still it jus was sOo easy!!! Thurs nite n' Fri mOrning everything was perfect still but rite when the cOps tOok yOu n' we were handcuffed everything fell a.p.a.r.t. n' since the minute they tOok yOu ive been SO cOnfused again n' dunnO wat tO dO !! Its nOt the same wen im wit them n' yur nOt there, i dOnt like it at all !!! I miss yOu sOo much girl... Imma keep tryin tO call yOu n' I cant wait till i cOme bak cuz hOpefully we'll be able tO chill. RiDe 2gether.. DiE 2gether!!! BaYbiiGuRlS 4 Lyfe!!!
Laura.. I heard frOm sOme ppl yOuve been online past FrIdaY soOo im hOpin yOull see this..BaYbiiGiRl !!! I'm so happy we became friends.. More than 9 months!!!! After knowing you for onlii 9 days i knew you were a truu friend n' even tho we've been thruu alOtta bullshit dRaMa we've stayed friends !!! I cOuld go on 4ever bOut everything ! MotOwn.. Suriving BbHs 2gether even thO we hardly went cuz we skipped sO damn much n' when we did gO we were barred out durrin 2 hrs of Art ! Haha.. Sharin everything .. clOthes, shOes, makeup, jewlery, EVERYTHING except our men rite?! Haha Yur house is miine girl.. You kno that !! Yur more than mii best friend yur my sister. Livin 2gether these past 3 weeks have been AMAZING. I loved seein you evry day after we gOt off wOrk, gettin readii 2gether n' gOin out!! Spendin like 2 weeks @ Ryans wit Randy. Haha the 1st day we went there we were SO fuckin TRASHHEDDD nO wOnder they lOve us!!! All the times @ the beach, all the cOsmOs, all the nites yOu talked tO me. YOu had mii bak since my 2nd daii of schOol n' i aint gOnna lie we've deff. havent been attatched @ the hip since but Oh Well !!! We gOt thruu the drama n' nOw we knO nOthin will stOp us frOm bein friends ! Wit yOu gettin jumped n' seein yOu taken away in handcuffs Friday mOrning, prObably the scariest mOments of mii life cuz i care abOut yOu more than anyOne here!!! Everything was jus so perfect.. FUCK THE POLICE !!! I PROMISE yOu babe me & Will are gOnna find a way tO get yOu outta that damn hOuse fOr gOod. I hate knOin yur there. He cares abOut yOu sOo much n' nOthin makes me happier than mii 2 best friends 2gether!!! I've never seen him care abOut sOme1 like this.. its crazii. I cant wait till my Dad cOnvinces yur mom to let yOu live wit us fOr a LiL.. No matter wat we'll alwayz be sisters. When me & Kyle first broke up n' i was chillin wit Randy i was sOo cOnfused i had nO idea wat i shOuld dO n' was jus sO cOnfused n' sad.. than like 2 daiis later i tOld him 2 stOp n' see yOu n' ever since we all started chyllin everything seemed SO easy. I wasn't cOnfused i was jus havin fun. We bOth were gOin thruu alOt wit the cOps n' feelin new bOiis n' tryn tO let gO of the 2 bOiis we lOve whO have been there fOr us lOnger than we've been there fOr e/o but still it jus was sOo easy!!! Thurs nite n' Fri mOrning everything was perfect still but rite when the cOps tOok yOu n' we were handcuffed everything fell a.p.a.r.t. n' since the minute they tOok yOu ive been SO cOnfused again n' dunnO wat tO dO !! Its nOt the same wen im wit them n' yur nOt there, i dOnt like it at all !!! I miss yOu sOo much girl... Imma keep tryin tO call yOu n' I cant wait till i cOme bak cuz hOpefully we'll be able tO chill. RiDe 2gether.. DiE 2gether!!! BaYbiiGuRlS 4 Lyfe!!!