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HAPPY NEW YEAR
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so it's a brand new year, and i'm still feeling so shitty. there's so much going on with our friends, i just can't handle it anymore. the whole "gina + josh" thing, the "chrissy" thing, the "suzie + ian" thing, the "kate" thing... i just wish everything would just fade away without a fucking trace. is it so hard to just get together and have fun without any problems or fighting? sometimes i wonder if it even IS possible anymore. everything used to be perfect between all of us, with the occasional fight over something which was taken care of in a matter of a day or two... but not anymore. everything has to be exemplified to the friggin 14th power and shit. and guess who always ends up in the middle of it all . . . [ yours truly ] i'm so sick of being in the friggin middle, but i hate taking sides - so either way i lose. my heart is breaking as we speak... someone do me a favor and just rip it out.
we must treasure all the good times of 2003, the years before, and the years to come. i am so thankful for all the beautiful people that grace my life everyday. i'm thankful for my family, friends, my boyfriend, and anyone who has touched my life in any way. so thank you, everyone... and happy new year.