It's been too long...
Lordy---Lordy, it has been way too f***ing long since I have written anything. And that phrase is too familiar. I think the last time I wrote was over spring break? Well... to start with, I rebuilt my site into this (I've got a webcam up now-- I need Kevin to fix some of it for me, cuz right now you have to scroll all the way right to see the cam in the 2rd iframe) I also made a private journal (see uncensored or go to the site and click on it) It's gonna be all pw protected after that entry I just posted, so if you want the pw to read it, you can email me and I'll give you it... that's where I'm gonna be posting about the things I don't wanna post here-- which is ALOT, so I would suggest going there if you wanna know the "real deal". I'm gonna post everything later today... it's gonna be a long ass job. Anyways, here's the short-cut version of what's going on here-- mind you, these are the things I can say:
*Dan and I broke up-- I called his cell one day when he was still grounded (over spring break) and some bitch answered. I hung up and she called me back... then her and Dan's friends say that he's dead, and all this immature bullshit. I knew where Dan skated all the time, so I called Megan, she picks me up (this makes her the bestest friend in the world!) and we head over there-- I jump out of the moving car, and we kinda get into it... he all tells me to go out with Massey, which, I wasn't going to, because I have liked Massey since I met him-- and I never would hang out with him, because if I did, I would leave Dan... well, he tells me to go... me/meg leave, and then come back 2 minutes later... me/him get into a screaming names and shit fight, because he wouldn't even talk to me, all he cared about was his friends.
*That night, I went over to Tony's uncle's, with meg/massey/tony-- we played pool. More details in the uncensored journal--we went the next day too-- more details where I mentioned before... (no fun reading this, huh?)
*Lots of shit I won't mention HERE-- and then Dan decides he loves me, he's ready for a serious relationship, and all this bullshit. Needless to say, I was over it and have moved on... I think I'm convinced I didn't really love him, because I wouldn't of just been OK like that if I did. I'm a loser.
I got my temps (finally) on Saturday, and yesterday my step-dad took me driving in a parking lot-- my first time ever behind the wheel... ooh! it was fun. Anyways, it's good to be back, but check out my private journal, so you all can read all the details. I'll be posting there later. <3
*Dan and I broke up-- I called his cell one day when he was still grounded (over spring break) and some bitch answered. I hung up and she called me back... then her and Dan's friends say that he's dead, and all this immature bullshit. I knew where Dan skated all the time, so I called Megan, she picks me up (this makes her the bestest friend in the world!) and we head over there-- I jump out of the moving car, and we kinda get into it... he all tells me to go out with Massey, which, I wasn't going to, because I have liked Massey since I met him-- and I never would hang out with him, because if I did, I would leave Dan... well, he tells me to go... me/meg leave, and then come back 2 minutes later... me/him get into a screaming names and shit fight, because he wouldn't even talk to me, all he cared about was his friends.
*That night, I went over to Tony's uncle's, with meg/massey/tony-- we played pool. More details in the uncensored journal--we went the next day too-- more details where I mentioned before... (no fun reading this, huh?)
*Lots of shit I won't mention HERE-- and then Dan decides he loves me, he's ready for a serious relationship, and all this bullshit. Needless to say, I was over it and have moved on... I think I'm convinced I didn't really love him, because I wouldn't of just been OK like that if I did. I'm a loser.
I got my temps (finally) on Saturday, and yesterday my step-dad took me driving in a parking lot-- my first time ever behind the wheel... ooh! it was fun. Anyways, it's good to be back, but check out my private journal, so you all can read all the details. I'll be posting there later. <3