Oct 28, 2005 19:18
wow alot to say... hmm where do i start... ok school.... school suckz ASS!! lol... im not doing good in english i got a D- hmm lol... but in the rest im doing good...swimm is actually kinda funn... i love steve hes my best friend (for guys) but me and brittany were starting to spread apart alittle bit but now were are growing closer and not as close as before that is for a good thing im going to add lol... she isnt calling me so much since shes grounded...but yeah... were going trick of treating together... YAY!! candyy!!cant waitt... but yeah then for my boyfriend matty... well things are getting worse and worse everyday i jsut dont know what to do.. i love him so much but he is just like hurting me... well actually he is saying im hurting him but im not... hes just getting upset about nothing at all...ok today it was lunch.. and i was sitting next to anthony.. and he was like why are u sitting by anthony? im like becuase hes kewl and were friends...and he goes Oh like he had a attitude... then later on durring lunch time there was no more seats becuase i got up to talk to the two feenys (lol) and came back my seat was takin so i sat on kyles lap and matt was right there!! so if i was trying to flirt with kyle then obviously i wouldnt do it in front of him wtf do i look like a fucking retard!!?? no! lol... but he was like omg you were sitting on kyles lap why didnt u sit on mine i was like becuase u were sitting on a bar and u would have felll and he gott all mad at me and didnt talk to me for the rest of the day! im so pissed seriously.. and then today we were supposed to go to the movies together and i couldnt becuase they were going WAY to early and i was going out to eat... and like he went without me... omg lol i couldnt believe he did that... but whatever i dont even fucking care anymore... seriously... he relaly hurt me.. and i wasl ike matt gimme a kiss and hes like No goo kiss kyle!! im liike wtf.. and scopas was like ohhhh damnnn he got you! im like woahhh he did not just do that to me in front of everyone.. and marcus was like i still love you lyndsey and he was all pissed at matt becuase he did that to me and it was sort of embarrassing ya know? well like marcus was like matt! im gonna call u out next time u ever talk to lyndsey like that....she doesnt deserve that bullshit... and i was crying so hard in 6th hour because i thought he hated me and i thought he was going to brake up with me and shit... and then jeremy,matt,and Rob made me feel so much better they are always here for me!! oh and hey! JOIN MY GROUP IN MYSPACE its LyNdSeY n BrItTaNy bff!! lol.. YAY haha.. oh yeahhh and kunal called me and was like lyndsey i seriously cannot live without you i want you back you were my everything blah blah blah blah blah haha... but yeah i dont know what to ddoo... but i cant be treated like this anymore... he hurts me wayyy to many times and weve only been together since 10/17/05..i mean come on... weve argued like 20 times at least... and i love him so much already... but wow i need some advice.. plz help me..
oh yeah and me and sierra arent friends anymore :( but i hate it when my Supposed Bestfriend would do that to me.. seriously she liked picked a guy over me... it broke my heart... but its ok.. i totally understand im glad it happened so i know now how she thinks of me... but im not gonna sit here and talk shit lol... but i love you guys to much
Erica
Brittany
Ashlee
Ashley windorf
alex R
markus
matt
jeremy aka bott
rob
STEVEEEEYYY
Wayne
Armon
kyle
james
dave
ryan
Meghan
Megan
AShley
Kayla
and everyone else if i forgot you i love you too DEATH!! thanx for EVERYTHING!!!
<33 your lov3lyy Lynds333yy Mari333