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I find it kinda funny,
I find it kinda sad,
The dreams in which I'm dying,
are the best I've ever had.
You ever liked someone so much that even against all reason and logic, you still have feelings for this person? I do. I don't know what it is, but there's just something about her I can't resist. My friend says it would be a bad idea to date her, and I agree. However, these days I'm into seeing what could've been instead of wondering. I spent all my years in high school wondering, and that never did anything for me. It's almost sad, the things I'd do...the things I'd give up just to be with her. I sometimes lay in bed and fantasize about being able to just hold her hand, and it's such a sweet thought I often flawlessly transition into a dream about her. I just wish I knew how she felt. Even if she doesn't like me, I don't think it'd bother me so much just because of all the logic and reason I'm going against to take this chance.
All can I say is the ladder theory stands firm, you can not want to remain just friends with a girl you're attracted to...it's impossible other than the exceptions that you are either 1.) Gay, or 2.) Already have someone higher up on the ladder.
I'm not asking for any opinions here, I'm just writing my thoughts down to try and clear my mind.
Damn.
I find it kinda sad,
The dreams in which I'm dying,
are the best I've ever had.
You ever liked someone so much that even against all reason and logic, you still have feelings for this person? I do. I don't know what it is, but there's just something about her I can't resist. My friend says it would be a bad idea to date her, and I agree. However, these days I'm into seeing what could've been instead of wondering. I spent all my years in high school wondering, and that never did anything for me. It's almost sad, the things I'd do...the things I'd give up just to be with her. I sometimes lay in bed and fantasize about being able to just hold her hand, and it's such a sweet thought I often flawlessly transition into a dream about her. I just wish I knew how she felt. Even if she doesn't like me, I don't think it'd bother me so much just because of all the logic and reason I'm going against to take this chance.
All can I say is the ladder theory stands firm, you can not want to remain just friends with a girl you're attracted to...it's impossible other than the exceptions that you are either 1.) Gay, or 2.) Already have someone higher up on the ladder.
I'm not asking for any opinions here, I'm just writing my thoughts down to try and clear my mind.
Damn.