Beginnings.
I sat in my apartment last night realizing that this would be my last night hanging out alone in my own apartment. I started to get a bit teary eyed and wondered why. I thought maybe I was sad about one stage of my life ending but after more examination I realized that there were not tears of sadness, they were brought on by happiness. Happiness for what you might ask, well... Happiness that I am about to be a home owner for the very first time in my life. Happiness that I was about to take that on with a man whose love overwhelms me. Happiness that I am about to start the greatest stage of my life yet, with the man that I want to love with, laugh with, cry with, fight with and grow old with for all the days I can think of in my future. I'm not scared or even nervous, I feel like these are the steps that I am meant to take. This is my path, my challenge, my destiny; and I am embracing it with open arms.