(no subject)
I recently realized that I only will write in my livejournal, if I have something to guide my entry. Something that gives it some meaning for me to start with, so I don't ramble on about all different things. Today's picture is exactly how I've been feeling; exactly the same. Everything seems as if it's changing all around me and I'm exactly as I was. Honestly, I can't wait for school to start up again so I can just finish this year off. The only two things I enjoy about Lake State are my amazing sisters and cheerleading; I feel like I'm missing something being at LSSU. But then what if I'm not? What if it's just because I feel like there is something missing, maybe it's about what I make out of the situation?
To transfer next year would solve each problem I have had with Lake State, however I have no idea what kind of new problems may arise after I do transfer. What if I get down to Saginaw Valley and I hate it? I mean, I know I won't hate Saginaw; it's my favorite place in Michigan...I grew up there. However the ties I have in Sault Ste. Marie will not be in Saginaw; that could either be fantastic for me or the inevitable downfall. Here is what I know: I need to leave the Sault. It feels like there isn't anything here for me, like I'm just passing my time until something new arrives. Whatever happens, I'll figure it out when it does...