Jan 25, 2010 01:09
I want to severe my ties to the world
can't wait for my task to be complete
a few years more it'll be over
I would be ash again
Seeking companion from the deepest of my thoughts
refusing to be refused, I know
one moment it would explode
but my sanctuary never will
Anger, only makes it worses
glare, scares others away
speak, a hollow vile sound
live, a lesser image of evil
can't stand it, becomes less and less
without reason, why, it losses it sense
and the power of my mind
continues to repel it even more.
I am an inch close to uprooting
what's left of my sanity
let me tread on this road, unhaltered
then peace will conquer me finally.
ahh, the bitter feeling of happiness.
I take joy at the feeling of loneliness
because I hate to be rejected, worse
by my own, by myself.