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so things are.....ok, my dad said something to me the other day ( and i can beleive i agree with him)he said this " i think you need a girlfriend. you were much less stressed and it seemed like you were more grounded and focused." so ive decided that im gonna go looking for one. hes right. ( i never say that) neal and brendan and I all need to find one. im staying away fom concordia girls. in my experinces with them there just to crazy. and i dont want some crazy party girl or a skanky girl. i dont want a girl who has been locked in a closet her entire life either. i want a normal girl who is sweet and thoughtful, and who is ( in my eyes) the most beautiful girl and not just looks but a wonderful fun personality. someone to watch movies and who can teach me things. not marrage or anything but a really good relationship. im not into that whole open relationship or open dateing im a one gal kinda guy. and i can get jelous ( im stuborn too). i thought i found a girl that fits this. and the funny thing is ive known her for years. but she has a boyfriend, and he treats her well so i wont try anything ( im a good guy like that). but she is the perfect girl. beautiful, super intelegent, sweet, thoughtful. and just an amazing person. but shes taken and that jsut sucks. so the goal is to try and find someone who will fit the bill. not someone with crazy issues( not that i have any) someone i can trust, someone who is not crazy and wont dich me on my birthday. .......

anyways, im done for now. peace out