thanks for a whole lot of nothing

[play_the_beat]

rather than ramble about how disapointed i am im just going to post some new songs and save your eyes the displeasure of knowing how i feel about life. they may or may not be relevent i wrote one several days earlier and i wrote one just now. enjoy

I’ll- die- trying- or- try- dying

Did I say the wrong thing or did you just choose to ignore it?
Just another pointless conversation, leading nowhere in particular
It was nothing to you

I won’t apologise and I won’t regret
Because I know you deserve everything you get
There’s a reason you’re alone

I tried to get your attention, I shouted, I screamed
But too deaf ears

The rope is thicker than your blood
And it burns like the stare from your eyes
But you would never see what’s past your own reflection
Beside my imperfections
I tried to save you but they watch the casket roll away
i hope you enjoyed my last day

Happy- endings- only- exist- in- fairy- tales

I don’t need your “happy ending”
I’m feeling so useless, hopelessly confused
As I start to drift out of reality again

I know I’m paranoid but at least I’ll admit when I’m wrong
When they finally take me away and tell me I’m insane
Pray they will never let me go again

Behind the shadow of hope lies a broken dream
Another step backward from something I can never reach
The light at the end of the tunnel has faded
I’m wandering in the dark alone
But at least I know I’ll never be like you

I’ll give up on this and never regret a thing
Will you regret me giving up on you?
You can break me in two but I’ll never let you see me cry
Happy endings only exist in fairy tales and I was dead from once upon a time.