filibustering my way through consciousness
Should what is necessary always be the most important power?
I was in the park today,
I lit my cigarette,
I smoked it,
I looked at the butt and thought, It would be sacrilegious for me to
Throw the butt on the ground.
I put it in my pocket as I stood up and left.
I begin to walk.
I feel the fresssh green air go into my lungs,
Like peppermint and lime.
I look at the sensuous curves of mother Earth’s legs,
And her thighs
Thinking red, sugary brown and sprinkled with hay,
how lovely she is
where rocks randomly lay
who? so grandly designed all these mysteries.
What glory to be seen!
When I begin to trip, on my way out of the wood, I find her angry.
With knotted root exposed by a stream, unnatural
Long, tubular snakes pierce the heart of the ground,
Leaking toxin and eroding her flesh.
Dripping iron,
Fed, by the concrete that has smothered all her fresh skin
Dousing this green energy
Why have we, what have we?
I was just interrupted by this girl from work. I told her to call me if she needed anything. This is the third time that she has called me. I truly am in utter shock.
*So maybe it is because she is 19
Maybe it is because she totally told me HER whole life story within the third hour of knowing me... She almost got scammed by a guy who made me listen to him for about 30 minutes, he talked about the Lord, recited very, very beautiful scripture, and didn’t even notice me getting a little uncomfortable. (maybe the old bastard didn’t care) This same man is trying to take advantage of a new employee at work.
“It didn’t work, what do you mean he said it didn’t work? He didn’t even rent it yet.”
Now I understand, he sees the same thing in her that I see in her.
Where is your righteousness now?
People are most beautiful when you catch them being themselves.
For the first time in history we are celebrating a great time for our black race, and our femininity. My culture has become very close to understanding themselves for who they truly are. Now returning to the great destiny of our motherearth, able to redefine who we are, no longer conquerable. Almost escaping the bondage that our culture has so long tried to break. These Strong, iron bonds. It is time to redefine the image of who leads and inspires us. It is time for a black leader. Oh I am sorry, an obviously mixed race leader.
Obama will win the presidency, Hillary, backed by the government will stage an assassination on the new President. He is assassinated, Hillary takes charge and Jesse Jackson kills Hillary and all the other republicans. (yeah I know) By now it is the year 2012 and the Mayan calendar is about to show everyone just how accurate it really was at predicting the end of the World
because we are now having another civil war, the Eskimos have come down from Alaska and are killing us with otter spears because they cannot go sledding on endless acres of ice.
Some girl in my speech class wasn’t sure if it was strange to give a speech on 2012 and the end of the world.
I am tickled by the mass numbers of people who have begun infecting their counterparts with the idea that the world is ending in four years. It has reached home and even my neighbors discuss it..
There has got to be a way that I can get rich off of their paranoia and ignorance.
Stereotyped, by ignorance.
Breaking stereotypes
Unbound by stupidity
A black leader, it can be done. To raise our brothers
So long, often killed, imprisoned, and led away from being the fathers they should be
All the world is so competitive
The ants eat the fallen bee
The weed encircles the plant
I am at State and enriched, confused, and saddened by it.
Cities like beehives, buzzing,
swarming, stingers everywhere.
People going to college, the ages of eighteen through about sixty, really, I mean it sixty. Some with cains/canes, some with wheelchairs, some with severe deformity. Some with their vital signs posted on the back of their wheelchairs.
Really, I mean it.
I WONDER
Why, why,
WHY!!! Are you here,
money?
We are all here for money!
We see who can pass their test with the highest score
we study, some of us.
We get a score and that tells us rather we had enough time,
enough time not to be working,
Raising kids,
sleeping,
I have to learn as much information about the nervous system that a few chapters in a textbook will show me. I have about two weeks
MY FUTURE SUCCESS currently depends on how well I perform on tests.
Is that a goal to be wanted? What other goals come in the wake of one choosing not to pursue college.
The human body is remarkable, sewn together with great dexterity and the precise decisions of gods destruction and revision.
It is perfect, with molecules marrying and divorcing to give us a variety of effects.
Unmatched in it’s uniqueness.
What are the odds that spellcheck is actually spellchecking your work properly. I would say that there couldn’t ever be a standard for typing skills and level. I wonder how it picks out the standard for writing.
I am getting more democratic in my thinking, its State’s fault.
And I am leaving you with a few questions to ask yourself,
What does life offer us in return?
It offers us transcendence.
Transcendence you say, you mean to tell me that this isn’t money?
It won’t get me anything.
Enlightenment?
Something else abstract?
The kingdom of heaven, all blasphemy!
I will tell you what I SEE. Traffic, herding around like stampedes,
People getting off work, going to work
Concentrated in the city
Where some go to try and realize themselves
I love my family
I find it funny and telling that I have written it right under that last line.
I need to retire to a costal area, where no spring breakers are allowed.
Walking barefoot in Earth’s wet sand
Earth’s most weathered ground,
For centuries to come .
Waiting for the sun to dry away the OCEAN
To make fertile soil.
To feed life’s equally intelligent bacteria
Swimming and crawling
Their way to the
WEST of A.
All the world is skeptical. We live in an age of skeptics. There is so much new information replacing the old that our generation and the subsequent generations to come haven’t an idea to decide on what to believe in. Well, it is our right to practice our free will.
Who is this will, rebellion’s cousin? Rebellion’s awful cousin, with ADHD, popping three Aderol before an exam?
she is that strange girl that set next to me in the courtyard and tells me how she is so hyper, and I think I took too much Aderol, and I am a freshman and I am taking level 4000 classes. Maybe I am jealous, maybe I am not because I believe that I am the one still in my right mind.
And are we to believe that one day we developed into humans, from bacteria
multiplying, and evolving, complex molecular structures changing in form to adapt. What are we to think of all the other complex systems evolving from the hydrogen bonded oxygen?
,Greenery, and other animals that are too far away from humanoid to be an obvious answer?
We will destroy our planet before we get close to this answer.
Physiology is currently the study of Why?
It is still a controversial thing to discuss the How?
Or Is it the How and then the Why?
The how and the why are the same,
WE are the descendants of swirling gases
Striving to return to that star-like form
From which we came.
Back to our celebrity behavior
as celestial bodies,
with it’s many celebrations.
As swirling gasses
Almost ready to burst
It’s pop culture
Lastly, …
I’ve tasted the sweet desire of your breath
I’ve come to you with no end
I was in the park today,
I lit my cigarette,
I smoked it,
I looked at the butt and thought, It would be sacrilegious for me to
Throw the butt on the ground.
I put it in my pocket as I stood up and left.
I begin to walk.
I feel the fresssh green air go into my lungs,
Like peppermint and lime.
I look at the sensuous curves of mother Earth’s legs,
And her thighs
Thinking red, sugary brown and sprinkled with hay,
how lovely she is
where rocks randomly lay
who? so grandly designed all these mysteries.
What glory to be seen!
When I begin to trip, on my way out of the wood, I find her angry.
With knotted root exposed by a stream, unnatural
Long, tubular snakes pierce the heart of the ground,
Leaking toxin and eroding her flesh.
Dripping iron,
Fed, by the concrete that has smothered all her fresh skin
Dousing this green energy
Why have we, what have we?
I was just interrupted by this girl from work. I told her to call me if she needed anything. This is the third time that she has called me. I truly am in utter shock.
*So maybe it is because she is 19
Maybe it is because she totally told me HER whole life story within the third hour of knowing me... She almost got scammed by a guy who made me listen to him for about 30 minutes, he talked about the Lord, recited very, very beautiful scripture, and didn’t even notice me getting a little uncomfortable. (maybe the old bastard didn’t care) This same man is trying to take advantage of a new employee at work.
“It didn’t work, what do you mean he said it didn’t work? He didn’t even rent it yet.”
Now I understand, he sees the same thing in her that I see in her.
Where is your righteousness now?
People are most beautiful when you catch them being themselves.
For the first time in history we are celebrating a great time for our black race, and our femininity. My culture has become very close to understanding themselves for who they truly are. Now returning to the great destiny of our motherearth, able to redefine who we are, no longer conquerable. Almost escaping the bondage that our culture has so long tried to break. These Strong, iron bonds. It is time to redefine the image of who leads and inspires us. It is time for a black leader. Oh I am sorry, an obviously mixed race leader.
Obama will win the presidency, Hillary, backed by the government will stage an assassination on the new President. He is assassinated, Hillary takes charge and Jesse Jackson kills Hillary and all the other republicans. (yeah I know) By now it is the year 2012 and the Mayan calendar is about to show everyone just how accurate it really was at predicting the end of the World
because we are now having another civil war, the Eskimos have come down from Alaska and are killing us with otter spears because they cannot go sledding on endless acres of ice.
Some girl in my speech class wasn’t sure if it was strange to give a speech on 2012 and the end of the world.
I am tickled by the mass numbers of people who have begun infecting their counterparts with the idea that the world is ending in four years. It has reached home and even my neighbors discuss it..
There has got to be a way that I can get rich off of their paranoia and ignorance.
Stereotyped, by ignorance.
Breaking stereotypes
Unbound by stupidity
A black leader, it can be done. To raise our brothers
So long, often killed, imprisoned, and led away from being the fathers they should be
All the world is so competitive
The ants eat the fallen bee
The weed encircles the plant
I am at State and enriched, confused, and saddened by it.
Cities like beehives, buzzing,
swarming, stingers everywhere.
People going to college, the ages of eighteen through about sixty, really, I mean it sixty. Some with cains/canes, some with wheelchairs, some with severe deformity. Some with their vital signs posted on the back of their wheelchairs.
Really, I mean it.
I WONDER
Why, why,
WHY!!! Are you here,
money?
We are all here for money!
We see who can pass their test with the highest score
we study, some of us.
We get a score and that tells us rather we had enough time,
enough time not to be working,
Raising kids,
sleeping,
I have to learn as much information about the nervous system that a few chapters in a textbook will show me. I have about two weeks
MY FUTURE SUCCESS currently depends on how well I perform on tests.
Is that a goal to be wanted? What other goals come in the wake of one choosing not to pursue college.
The human body is remarkable, sewn together with great dexterity and the precise decisions of gods destruction and revision.
It is perfect, with molecules marrying and divorcing to give us a variety of effects.
Unmatched in it’s uniqueness.
What are the odds that spellcheck is actually spellchecking your work properly. I would say that there couldn’t ever be a standard for typing skills and level. I wonder how it picks out the standard for writing.
I am getting more democratic in my thinking, its State’s fault.
And I am leaving you with a few questions to ask yourself,
What does life offer us in return?
It offers us transcendence.
Transcendence you say, you mean to tell me that this isn’t money?
It won’t get me anything.
Enlightenment?
Something else abstract?
The kingdom of heaven, all blasphemy!
I will tell you what I SEE. Traffic, herding around like stampedes,
People getting off work, going to work
Concentrated in the city
Where some go to try and realize themselves
I love my family
I find it funny and telling that I have written it right under that last line.
I need to retire to a costal area, where no spring breakers are allowed.
Walking barefoot in Earth’s wet sand
Earth’s most weathered ground,
For centuries to come .
Waiting for the sun to dry away the OCEAN
To make fertile soil.
To feed life’s equally intelligent bacteria
Swimming and crawling
Their way to the
WEST of A.
All the world is skeptical. We live in an age of skeptics. There is so much new information replacing the old that our generation and the subsequent generations to come haven’t an idea to decide on what to believe in. Well, it is our right to practice our free will.
Who is this will, rebellion’s cousin? Rebellion’s awful cousin, with ADHD, popping three Aderol before an exam?
she is that strange girl that set next to me in the courtyard and tells me how she is so hyper, and I think I took too much Aderol, and I am a freshman and I am taking level 4000 classes. Maybe I am jealous, maybe I am not because I believe that I am the one still in my right mind.
And are we to believe that one day we developed into humans, from bacteria
multiplying, and evolving, complex molecular structures changing in form to adapt. What are we to think of all the other complex systems evolving from the hydrogen bonded oxygen?
,Greenery, and other animals that are too far away from humanoid to be an obvious answer?
We will destroy our planet before we get close to this answer.
Physiology is currently the study of Why?
It is still a controversial thing to discuss the How?
Or Is it the How and then the Why?
The how and the why are the same,
WE are the descendants of swirling gases
Striving to return to that star-like form
From which we came.
Back to our celebrity behavior
as celestial bodies,
with it’s many celebrations.
As swirling gasses
Almost ready to burst
It’s pop culture
Lastly, …
I’ve tasted the sweet desire of your breath
I’ve come to you with no end