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May 24, 2005 07:36

i will always think about you when i listen to conor oberst. and straylight run. or if i ever hear that kate bush song again.

i will always think about you when i'm wearing batty4u.

i will always think about you whenever i build a fort.

i will always think about you when i play super mario brothers.

and when i kiss another boy.

and when i need someone to hold me.

i'll always think about you when i go to boston.

i'll always think about you when i build a snowman or make a snow angel. or watch charlie brown or the nightmare before christmas. or rudolph.

or read the book "guess how much i love you"

i'll always remember when you made me sing you to sleep and when you wrote me poems and how excited you'd be when i wrote you a love letter. and how our song is "yellow" and how that song by keane always makes us miss each other. I'll always remember how we sneak out to see each other. and how you walked from your house to my house in the freezing cold and the snow to see me. i'll always remember the noise you make when you want a kiss. and how we'd spend hours on the phone every night laughing. how i really felt that we needed each other. how we took each other for granted. how we used to love each other so much.

i'll always remember how you used to make me cry and how i used to piss you off. i'll always remember how you fucked up when i went to europe. and how i feel bad for that girl because you told her you still have feelings for her, but have no intention to ever date her again.

i'll never forget how tired i felt after all this was said and done. and how lonely i feel right now. and how we still love each other but our relationship is going nowhere. and how we're still holding onto something that's not there.

i'll always miss you. that's what i meant to say. not 'i'll never get over you'.
i'll just always miss you.
always

There's a cat in the window of the house of my lover
Well, he sleeps there alone now, or perhaps with another
Oh, I try not to think about that
I try not to think at all
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