sigh

[play_groundlove]

Alright, well college sucks. I wish I could stay in highschool forever. Please tell me that I will get used to this. I don't want anyone to leave. I wish that I could stay in highschool forever. I hate working, I miss being carefree and not having to worry about bills and crap. I hate that I got to meet these wonderful people and now they are leaving. I feel like the strong bonds that I have tried so hard to hold are being torn apart. Luckily, I work with Leah's boyfriend, so she has no choice but to stay in touch, and some of my friends are still in highschool, so I can still do highschool things, but still...I miss my youth. I don't want to go to work tomorrow, but luckily I gave myself Sunday and Monday off. Hopefully...these next weeks will go by smoothly. Chuck is going back to school, I am going to miss not seeing him on my off days. I think I might just come by his house to see his mom and stay here until he gets home. I love the time we spend together. I don't know what I would do without him. And Ryan is going back to school, I am just worried that our social lives will be altered because of school and jobs. I am so scared of change.

On a happier note, I know what I am going to do with my life, I think. I am going to be a vet tech. Well I am going to go. I'll post later.

Nicole