so.....
it finially cought up with me....what i thought was going to happen for the last 4 months has finially came. Its so weird...it kinda sucks..but oh well..at least it was expected. Anyways...the thought of finding straight friends has been going through my head alot lately. I dunno what to do about that..but..its cool. I dont really like to hang out with girls alot..and if i start hanging out with guys..they will prolly think i have a crush on them. So..here i am stuck..no knowing what to do. I have been single since Josh...which we broke up in december...of 2003. so i have been single for over a year now..and that sucks hardcore. I have been thinking alot about my serious ex boyfriends. I know it will never work out with donnie because well...we broke up when i was in 11th grade..lol. And Justin..well..things are fucked up all together with that situation. So..i guess all i can tell myself to do is work..make money..pay bills..live life and take whatever comes at me......like i have been doing for the past year.....