i hate this part right here
i was dicking around on facebook and looking at one of my friends' "25 random things about me" list, and i came across this:
"... I attended ithaca college only because my favorite teachers ever went there, and because i thought i could become an awesome musician if i went there ..."
i can't believe i am admitting this to the world but,
the same goes for me. it's sad but it's true.
devassy, ianicello, macy ...
maybe it was foolish of me to go there. i think i idealized it more than i would have normally, just because of these teachers. so what if they turned out amazing and accomplished and intelligent? so what if their talents leave me in awe of what i could (have) possibly gain(ed)?
that doesn't make it right for me.
i'm not them. (unfortunately.) i'm me.
and i wish i could've seen that from the start.
"... I attended ithaca college only because my favorite teachers ever went there, and because i thought i could become an awesome musician if i went there ..."
i can't believe i am admitting this to the world but,
the same goes for me. it's sad but it's true.
devassy, ianicello, macy ...
maybe it was foolish of me to go there. i think i idealized it more than i would have normally, just because of these teachers. so what if they turned out amazing and accomplished and intelligent? so what if their talents leave me in awe of what i could (have) possibly gain(ed)?
that doesn't make it right for me.
i'm not them. (unfortunately.) i'm me.
and i wish i could've seen that from the start.