don't fear the sleeper
This one's kinda more intended for me for later reference, but what the heck. Read it and get to know about a side of me I don't particularily like.
My sleeping has been really rough and irregular lately. Can't sleep when I go to bed, and I can't get up when I want to the next day. It's irrelevant when I go to bed, I still am awake for long hours and eventually get board of staring at the ceiling or counting radiator bumps. This is not good since I naturally have some sleeping disfunctionalities and my body suffers from inadequate sleep daily anyways. getting 4,2, and 1 hours a night is not good for a normal healthy person!
Ive taken to doing things in my sleep that only happen when I'm extremely deprived. It's like operating in a blackout. Sleepwalking. Stabbing my alarm snooze button with anything I can rig up. Talking to people and having no memory of it on the phone or in person. Getting up and going to the bathroom and comming back to bed with no recollection is both humerous and disturbing at the same time.
Classes are definately not gonna turn out as good as I'd hoped thanks to this. I'm constantly dazed and confused and no where near as fruitful as I could be.
I think it comes from having too much on my platter for a 24-hr day to support. Let this be a lesson, me. Sleep is critical! Don't neglect sleep for getting stuff done; if there is too much to do, you've taken too many obligations and commitments. You're not Vicky. You're not Thor. You're not Liz. You're not your bro. You're not the Anna. So don't try to be!
My sleeping has been really rough and irregular lately. Can't sleep when I go to bed, and I can't get up when I want to the next day. It's irrelevant when I go to bed, I still am awake for long hours and eventually get board of staring at the ceiling or counting radiator bumps. This is not good since I naturally have some sleeping disfunctionalities and my body suffers from inadequate sleep daily anyways. getting 4,2, and 1 hours a night is not good for a normal healthy person!
Ive taken to doing things in my sleep that only happen when I'm extremely deprived. It's like operating in a blackout. Sleepwalking. Stabbing my alarm snooze button with anything I can rig up. Talking to people and having no memory of it on the phone or in person. Getting up and going to the bathroom and comming back to bed with no recollection is both humerous and disturbing at the same time.
Classes are definately not gonna turn out as good as I'd hoped thanks to this. I'm constantly dazed and confused and no where near as fruitful as I could be.
I think it comes from having too much on my platter for a 24-hr day to support. Let this be a lesson, me. Sleep is critical! Don't neglect sleep for getting stuff done; if there is too much to do, you've taken too many obligations and commitments. You're not Vicky. You're not Thor. You're not Liz. You're not your bro. You're not the Anna. So don't try to be!