Another look into the Void:
It would seem inevitable to avoid the void for it has such a gravitational pull that can not be passed.
This past week has been another eye opener for me. People and the world they live in, the fronts that are always present and the worlds they live in are completely different from what is really out there. To look out into a stagnate sea is overwhelming at times. To see all of these people for what they really are and to hear them talking about what they really are; polar opposites.
Back to the Void. I now realize that it is not just a state of understanding but a state of clearer thought. To see with clearety is a great experience how ever to see with clearety brings thoughts which must be contemplated. Questions asked that have no clear answers, and leave you feeling vonarable to the world. People see you thinking and misinterpret for being depressed. While you are not depressed you are just in a different state than they are, and this makes them think which hurts them, so they want to make you look more cheerful so they can go back to not thinking and just pay attention to what is in front of them.
Left with feelings of being alone in a sea that is calm and motionless to be stranded there for the rest of your days is what is really depressing. So I sit here waiting to return to a smaller source of water the stream that exists, and flows steadaly. This day will come and go as it has already in the past. For a few days I will embrace this refreshing water. However until that day comes I embrace the void for all it has to offer me again as I pear through it like a portal. Left standing on the motionless sea I walk steadily back to the stream that keeps me going.
This past week has been another eye opener for me. People and the world they live in, the fronts that are always present and the worlds they live in are completely different from what is really out there. To look out into a stagnate sea is overwhelming at times. To see all of these people for what they really are and to hear them talking about what they really are; polar opposites.
Back to the Void. I now realize that it is not just a state of understanding but a state of clearer thought. To see with clearety is a great experience how ever to see with clearety brings thoughts which must be contemplated. Questions asked that have no clear answers, and leave you feeling vonarable to the world. People see you thinking and misinterpret for being depressed. While you are not depressed you are just in a different state than they are, and this makes them think which hurts them, so they want to make you look more cheerful so they can go back to not thinking and just pay attention to what is in front of them.
Left with feelings of being alone in a sea that is calm and motionless to be stranded there for the rest of your days is what is really depressing. So I sit here waiting to return to a smaller source of water the stream that exists, and flows steadaly. This day will come and go as it has already in the past. For a few days I will embrace this refreshing water. However until that day comes I embrace the void for all it has to offer me again as I pear through it like a portal. Left standing on the motionless sea I walk steadily back to the stream that keeps me going.