(no subject)

[platonicdeath]

Life is just really weird right now. Mom my and I have been so much lately. It's really becoming overwhelming. I'm going to paint the house sometime soon, not really looking forward to that. Never talk to anybody from school. Other than randy, and even that's becoming fucked up. He's acting really weird towards me. We are going to the movies tonight and they are an hour and a half late and when I called, he seemed really agrevated with me. And when I talked to him last night he talking about how i'm making him feel weird and it's putting him in a bad mood. Which, don't know why. I'm not doing anything different than before we were going out so maybe it's just something thats going on with him. Don't know. It's all really confusing.

Like I said (i'm back to my pessimistic self): good things tend to steer clear of me. Woo hoo.