I am who I am and I won't change.
I'm not an exciting guy. I'm not amazing. I'm not crazy. I don't dig going out to bars and getting sloshed and hooking up with random people, though sometimes I wish I did. I'd much rather just have friends over and do dinner and watch a movie or go out and explore something on the west end.
I'm not a funny guy. I'm not a witty guy. I'm not a cool guy though god knows I try.
I'm not the best sup at work. I'm working on it though. I just want to be a reliable guy that everyone acknowledges and maybe even looks up to.
I wonder what it would take to make my boss reply to my text messages or even reply to my emails about work. Not that outlandish is it?
I worry that I'm pathetic because I work so much and I enjoy it. It doesn't help that everyone else seems to be more appreciated than me.
My friends all seem to be having sex with someone. I still haven't. It makes me feel like an outcast. Shunned. Just because I've made a choice that doesn't seem to be a common one I feel like I'm making the wrong one.
All my life I was looking for someone who would appreciate me for who I am and what I can and can't do. I found her and promptly pushed her away, isolating the only person who ever really cared about me, which happened to be the exact opposite of what I thought I would do.
Where is this going? I don't really know, but I felt that I needed to get it off my chest.
I'm not a funny guy. I'm not a witty guy. I'm not a cool guy though god knows I try.
I'm not the best sup at work. I'm working on it though. I just want to be a reliable guy that everyone acknowledges and maybe even looks up to.
I wonder what it would take to make my boss reply to my text messages or even reply to my emails about work. Not that outlandish is it?
I worry that I'm pathetic because I work so much and I enjoy it. It doesn't help that everyone else seems to be more appreciated than me.
My friends all seem to be having sex with someone. I still haven't. It makes me feel like an outcast. Shunned. Just because I've made a choice that doesn't seem to be a common one I feel like I'm making the wrong one.
All my life I was looking for someone who would appreciate me for who I am and what I can and can't do. I found her and promptly pushed her away, isolating the only person who ever really cared about me, which happened to be the exact opposite of what I thought I would do.
Where is this going? I don't really know, but I felt that I needed to get it off my chest.