Yeah.....
Well today is just fucking fantastic. I turned the TV on in the living room today and it like fucking blew up on me. So I got yelled at for that, even though it wasn't really my fault. I made hashbrowns and somehow the whole pan turned like effing brown so that really pissed me off and I melted the fucking spatula. Then Michelle calls me and I find out that she might be going to St. Pete Catholic. This bumbs me out big time. It's good that she's gonna be going somewhere that can give her a good education, but...I dunno. I guess I'm just tired of everything always changing. I wish things would still change, but everyone would go through it together. W/E...maybe I'm just scared for her,..not wanting her to get invovled with the wrong people...and scared of losing our friendship somehow. But I HIGHLY Doubt that will ever happen,..but still. Oh for fucks sake man...Maybe I'm getting ready to start my period?..
I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT IM GONNA DO FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! That is really stressing me out. It's my sweet 16 and I'm worrying about everyone else besides myself. Like... who is gonna get along with who..and who's feelings I'm going to hurt if I do this..AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH....I know what I want to do for my birthday...go away...really really far away to a deserted island with my own personal attendents and have them wait on me at my every waking need. ::SMACK:: Back to reality...
SOMEONE JUST SHOOT ME PLEASE!!!!!
I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE WHAT IM GONNA DO FOR MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! That is really stressing me out. It's my sweet 16 and I'm worrying about everyone else besides myself. Like... who is gonna get along with who..and who's feelings I'm going to hurt if I do this..AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH....I know what I want to do for my birthday...go away...really really far away to a deserted island with my own personal attendents and have them wait on me at my every waking need. ::SMACK:: Back to reality...
SOMEONE JUST SHOOT ME PLEASE!!!!!