the geeks get the girls (8)

Jun 19, 2005 23:39

I've decided that this livejournal is now going to be less recaps, and more like..insightful, sortof like the sex and the city, kerry's articles. If you know what I mean. There is just too much on my mind to waste this on what I did during the day, during the weekend and what I'm gonna be doing tomorrow..

First off I realized a lot of things tonight.
There will always be things that you'll want, and that you won't be able to have. That's the way it works, and you can't do anything about it. There is no use being picky about every little thing that passes by. Although it's different when it's not even a matter of being picky or not, its just not right, but you get the point.
In my perfect world, I would get everything that I wanted, and I'm not talking about clothes( though that would be nice lol), but everything that I got, I'd be super happy with, and not want something else. Cos I think that it's the worst thing and the best thing at the same time. It's so hard when you have something and want something else. kindof like..having a orange shirt, and wanting the exact same one in pink but you can't have it cos the pink one is sold out or they don't have the right size. Yet you like the colour pink so much more than orange. But in the end, you have to be happy with the orange shirt cos well then you'll just never want to wear the shirt at all and it IS a nice shirt...
Oh man, it's so easy relating things to clothes. lol.

Anyhoo, i doubt that'll make sense to alot of people, but w/e what are livejournals for right?

Another thing is, I'm always fighting with my parents. Everything that they do, that I don't think is normal or seems right, I try to change so that I can have the "perfect family and parents" but I've come to realize that that is IMPOSSIBLE! there's absolutely no such thing. I guess my parents aren't that bad except for a few certain things, but I mean, I can take the good with the bad right? Maybe I'll start to get a long with them better now, I just have to stop being a spoiled brat. And yes, I admit I'm definately a spoiled brat.

lmao
funny night though i must admit!

Might be going to GreenDay concert with boy at work! excited.
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