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well, yesterday i moved. it is the most strange feeling i've had in a while. i feel very lonely. i didn't think i would feel this way so immediately. i was looking forward to hanging out with nash for the 4th, watching fireworks and holding each other, and drinking beers and being silly. since we hadn't been able to hang out and drink with each other in about two months i was hoping that yesterday would be the day. but i didn't get to see him after all. by the time katy and trevor et al were ready to leave the house nash and colleen were going home and going to bed. bummer. it shouldn't upset me so much, but it does. but nash said i just have to get used to it, and he's right. our schedules won't always match up, bus schedules will foil us further. still, my first instinct is to declare this a mistake and come running back to him.
tonight we have a date. happy 34 month luniversary my love.
tonight we have a date. happy 34 month luniversary my love.