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A poem of dreadful sorrow
by: me
Who do i tell my deepest feelings to?
Who do i tell my inner thoughts to?
Who do i let inside?
How do i show whats really deep inside?
How do i let go of all the feelings i've tried to hide?
My comfort zone? My bubble?
It blew up in my face
Where do i go? Who can i turn to?
I feel suffocation around my heart
And it hurts.
A lot.
It was told things...things it should not know
It heard things...things it should not heard
And never would've wished to know
My brain could say "i told you so"
But that would overwhelm me
and umm...make me do things i should'nt do
Or something i should do
Cuz that would be to much pain for me and everyone i know
I hope they would'nt say i told you so
This life sucks and its not for me or anyone else
No one deserves this...ever
No one should ever feel what i feel
No one should ever go through what i am
Nor come close
Not even with in a nano-milli-centimeter
EVER!
My father sucks
I hate him
thats all i wanna say about that subject. nothing more so i wish no one would quiz me about it or whatever. please and thankyou. but if you wanna give your thoughts on it...i'd love to hear them.
went for a walk today with my dog. it was nice. we still have nice people in the world. and kind. i met a guy and he didnt mind my dog and his dog "stopping for a chat." anyother person wpild have pulled their dog really close like i did and walked by in that 'how ya doin?bye!' kind of way. ya kno? i'm just glad this guy didnt mind.
that was the only happy thing that happened in my day today. i hope it gets better.
wouldnt it be great to live like kids on tv shows. like degrassi? i would love to live there. if it were real. or maybe if my life were more like the people's on that show. i could be hazel. and of course i would spice that up cuz she plays it boring. really boring
by: me
Who do i tell my deepest feelings to?
Who do i tell my inner thoughts to?
Who do i let inside?
How do i show whats really deep inside?
How do i let go of all the feelings i've tried to hide?
My comfort zone? My bubble?
It blew up in my face
Where do i go? Who can i turn to?
I feel suffocation around my heart
And it hurts.
A lot.
It was told things...things it should not know
It heard things...things it should not heard
And never would've wished to know
My brain could say "i told you so"
But that would overwhelm me
and umm...make me do things i should'nt do
Or something i should do
Cuz that would be to much pain for me and everyone i know
I hope they would'nt say i told you so
This life sucks and its not for me or anyone else
No one deserves this...ever
No one should ever feel what i feel
No one should ever go through what i am
Nor come close
Not even with in a nano-milli-centimeter
EVER!
My father sucks
I hate him
thats all i wanna say about that subject. nothing more so i wish no one would quiz me about it or whatever. please and thankyou. but if you wanna give your thoughts on it...i'd love to hear them.
went for a walk today with my dog. it was nice. we still have nice people in the world. and kind. i met a guy and he didnt mind my dog and his dog "stopping for a chat." anyother person wpild have pulled their dog really close like i did and walked by in that 'how ya doin?bye!' kind of way. ya kno? i'm just glad this guy didnt mind.
that was the only happy thing that happened in my day today. i hope it gets better.
wouldnt it be great to live like kids on tv shows. like degrassi? i would love to live there. if it were real. or maybe if my life were more like the people's on that show. i could be hazel. and of course i would spice that up cuz she plays it boring. really boring