first entry
This is my new journal! i was tired of diaryland and the fact that i needed a new name for the new me and it wouldnt let me had all the letters that i wanted. so this is the new me or at least its my new journal.
still grounded and i dont know when its gonna end. when it does i have to do some serious damage control. my friend(home) never call me. i realized it a while ago but its clicking now. i'm the one who always calls them and i'm sick of that. maybe i do wanna talk to them but its like i'm not the only one who can make calls ya kno. my friends from school call me all the time. but my friends from hom can't? whats up with that? and another thing. i'm all fine with people coming to me with their problems because i love helping people. and if you wish to not come to me fine whatever i'm not gonna cry over it. however, when you come to me and complain how people are doing things to you. the same things that you have done to me i wiill care but not as much as you want me to. especially when you don't even realize it until i say something. but its great that you have me as your backup friend. thats great and wonderful. i love and adore you for that. and back to the me calling everyone thing. dont lie to me and say you were just about to call me cuz we both know that you weren't even thinking about me. and when i say no dont get mad like i'm the one with a problem. especially when you ask me about 5 minutes before you leave and when i take 10 minutes get mad at me because i took so long.
just had a band competition yesterday. there was a parade and then a show. my feet and shoulder were and still are dead. not as much as yesterday but omg yesterday. it hurt to walk and it hurt to move my shoulder. and i didnt get to soak in anything because i fell asleep after i finished eating which was around 6 something which was 7-12 minutes after i got in the house. woke up at about 9:47 saw that i had 9missed calls from 7 different people and went back to sleep. i was knocked out. i woke up a couple of times during the night to adjust my position because i kept ending up sleeping on my shoulder which was killing me. but anyhow back to the competition. it was ok. it was fun. some people are really cranky when they don't..well i dont kno why but they just get real cranky. big baby. and two of those people that i'm talking about are "Tall Unlike Blue Ants" if you get my drift. And i think its so funny how i try to help someone, other people come, and suddenly i'm just like some idle wind in the distance. but then again it is my band so i guess i should be used to it. but atleast the people i hed appreciate me. like last year when lucas got sick on the bus. i sat with him when everyone else moved away from him and helped him from a distance he thanked me the next school day. and yesterday tierra thanked me so i guess i shouldnt be too mad and thats good because i'm not. i'm just voicing the anger that i should have.
intresting fact. i like more people in other sections than the people in my section. i like them but they dont like me too much so i kind of try to stray away from them. like i'd rather be with clarinets than flutes and piccs, give and take a few from both sections. intresting. well i g2g but i'll be back later.
still grounded and i dont know when its gonna end. when it does i have to do some serious damage control. my friend(home) never call me. i realized it a while ago but its clicking now. i'm the one who always calls them and i'm sick of that. maybe i do wanna talk to them but its like i'm not the only one who can make calls ya kno. my friends from school call me all the time. but my friends from hom can't? whats up with that? and another thing. i'm all fine with people coming to me with their problems because i love helping people. and if you wish to not come to me fine whatever i'm not gonna cry over it. however, when you come to me and complain how people are doing things to you. the same things that you have done to me i wiill care but not as much as you want me to. especially when you don't even realize it until i say something. but its great that you have me as your backup friend. thats great and wonderful. i love and adore you for that. and back to the me calling everyone thing. dont lie to me and say you were just about to call me cuz we both know that you weren't even thinking about me. and when i say no dont get mad like i'm the one with a problem. especially when you ask me about 5 minutes before you leave and when i take 10 minutes get mad at me because i took so long.
just had a band competition yesterday. there was a parade and then a show. my feet and shoulder were and still are dead. not as much as yesterday but omg yesterday. it hurt to walk and it hurt to move my shoulder. and i didnt get to soak in anything because i fell asleep after i finished eating which was around 6 something which was 7-12 minutes after i got in the house. woke up at about 9:47 saw that i had 9missed calls from 7 different people and went back to sleep. i was knocked out. i woke up a couple of times during the night to adjust my position because i kept ending up sleeping on my shoulder which was killing me. but anyhow back to the competition. it was ok. it was fun. some people are really cranky when they don't..well i dont kno why but they just get real cranky. big baby. and two of those people that i'm talking about are "Tall Unlike Blue Ants" if you get my drift. And i think its so funny how i try to help someone, other people come, and suddenly i'm just like some idle wind in the distance. but then again it is my band so i guess i should be used to it. but atleast the people i hed appreciate me. like last year when lucas got sick on the bus. i sat with him when everyone else moved away from him and helped him from a distance he thanked me the next school day. and yesterday tierra thanked me so i guess i shouldnt be too mad and thats good because i'm not. i'm just voicing the anger that i should have.
intresting fact. i like more people in other sections than the people in my section. i like them but they dont like me too much so i kind of try to stray away from them. like i'd rather be with clarinets than flutes and piccs, give and take a few from both sections. intresting. well i g2g but i'll be back later.