Sep 16, 2003 19:36
I have so many things on my mind its like my heads fixin to explode.
1. School is kickin my ass.
2. I miss Matt.
3. I miss Kristy.
4. My headaches are reoccuring again.
5. I'm so exhausted.
6. **** is a bitch.
7. *** is also a bitch.
8. The guilt of not callin Pam to see how she was doin.
I have a test tomorrow (Wednesday) and Thursday. Lucky me! I hope I do okay. How am I going to do okay when I'm writin in my journal and not studying? BTW My speech teacher officially sucks ass. Talk about not gettin ANY HELP! She won't help us at all. She talks down on us like we're little people and she is the all mighty God or somethin. Boo on her!
I miss Matt cause I just miss him. I cant describe how I like him, or why I like him so much. He's soooooo nice to me its ridiculous. Don't get me wrong, who wouldn't want a nice guy?? Obviously I'm loco or somethin. I couldn't tell you what we are though. I'm happy right where I am. Maybe I'll ask him about "us". Ha ha ha..and then I woke up..
The situation with Kristy has gotten to the point where I think we will no longer be friends. This sucks because she is my best friend. We have been through just about everything. Well, not everything, that would be craziness..but you get the picture. We had plans to go back to Jersey after Christmas time like last year, but who knows. I don't know what to do about this situation. I wish I could hear some good advice THAT I AGREE WITH..
Mannnnn my headaches have been killin me this week. After the Jag game I had a huge one but I think this was because I was out in the heat all day. Last night I took an Excedrin (way to go theresa) LOL because DUH!!! Excedrin is nothin but caffeine and I couldn't sleep the entire night. I'm suprised I actually made it through school today..
Being since I go to school four days a week this semester, sleep is becoming much more needed. I need sleep!
Ah **** is a bitch. All I gotta say is..Don't expect me to EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER do you another favor. You con-bitch. I fell for that shit and now I regret it.
*** is a bitch too. You know who you are, YOU IDIOT!
Dear Pam,
I am sorry that you were in the hospital this weekend. I wish you would have called me, I would have came to see you. I'm also sorry that you had to put up with someone in particular's bullshit. I hope you are feeling okay! I love you!!
Alls well that ends well