All's well, ends well
I had a fun day today, despite it didn't start off too well because the fight Michael and I got into last night prolonged into the day after. It was honestly a really dumb fight and I don't know what had gotten into us. I have to admit that I am guilty for not letting our fight go after he apologized, but I think if I wasn't tired, I probably wouldn't have dragged the fight on.
I know sometimes I am overly sensitive when people say nasty things to me when they get mad, but it hurts so much more when he's the one coming from him. He's the only person that can make me hurt like this.
It doesn't matter if he means what he said or not. I think when people say things that really hurt you, it doesn't matter that they say they didn't mean it afterwards, because it wouldn't have came out if it had never crossed their minds at one point in time. But I think in a relationship, you really just have to learn to let it go...
It's always fun to spend an entire day with him, doesn't matter what we do.
Today, we started off going downtown, where we had sausages from the stand for lunch, and did some shopping for Michael's wallet. He ended up getting a D&G one which I didn't like, but it's better that he likes it because there's no point in him switching expensive wallets once a year just because he buys the one I like and ends up hating it later.
After he bought his wallet, we walked around for a little bit and then we went in a little café in Yorkville and just rested and chatted. We then headed to my house for about 30 minutes or so before we went to Matt's birthday dinner.
I was kinda annoyed when I got there, realizing that I pretty much wasn't needed, despite the huge exaggeration which Kenny has bugged me otherwise. Michael had planned on taking me to Waterloo for the entire day because he's leaving for Denver tomorrow for a week and I had wanted to spend some time with him alone, as we haven't had the chance to do that for nearly a month now. However, because Kenny kept bugging me and saying that everyone else is backing out on the event, it would really disappoint matt if I didn't go as well. I realized that it wasn't nice to cancel on him last minute so I decideded not to go to Waterloo with Michael, despite that was really what I had wanted to do, pretty badly. But the again, in a way, I'm kinda glad I went because I do feel guilty for always cancelling out on these guys from Waterloo. Michael seems to enjoy hanging out with my core group of friends than with the ppl I've met in Waterloo. I understand what he means when he says that we're not that close, but it's hard to get close to new friends if I never show up for anything.
Anyway, it was a huge thing at this sushi place in Thornhill with over 40 people and I only knew/sorta knew like 10 people and I didn't even get to talk to Matt until I left. I sat across from Andrew Ho and Angeline, the only people who were there that we knew when we showed up and sat next to this guy Jay and his girlfriend Anne, whose name I never knew until after they left. Jay I've seen before because I recognized that he's dated Kaye. It wasn't until later on when Brigette shows up with Kenny and Wilson. Pan showed up even later. Matt's girlfriend Jen was there, of course, along with Anson and his girlfriend Stephanie, and then Eldon and Jamie showed up for a bit. I've talked to Jen and Eldon quite a few times before but I barely talked to Jamie nor Anson, despite we've met a couple of times already. Stephanie, I've met once, she worked with Brad at the golf dome and we went out to a bar once. I'm not sure if she recognized me, although I think even if she did, she'd pretend she didn't. Michael and I just kinda sat at the corner and chatted with the group of people that we actually knew. It ended up to be a lot of fun cuz we were all joking around and being stupid. Anne was really friendly and Andrew loves listening to Michael ramble on about his stupid crap while the rest of us girls frowned and pinched our boyfriends for agreeing with Michael.
We left the place around 10 and headed down to this place called Nox to meet up with 'drew and them. Nox was filled with people so we all ended up going to this other small korean bar/restaurant to hang out and drink SoJu. We left the place around midnight and Michael dropped me off to this place where my mom's friend's son opened at Metro Square, where Midnight Oil used to be. It's called DesCafe now and I applied working there because everyone was encouraging me to work there. The reality is that I can only work there for 1.5 weeks and my mom's friend's son said it was okay as long as I don't tell anyone cuz he's only one of the many owners. The girl who gave me and took my application was bitchy, she is the person responsible for HR so I already don't feel like working there. I doubt I'd go now.
It was so sad leaving Michael, I'm gonna miss him so much...
I was really happy that Michael spend the entire day with me, even though he was REALLY tired and honestly didn't want to hang out with a bunch of people he didn't know. It would have been a lot more relaxing if we just spent the day in Waterloo, not doing anything at all. He's been the most accomodating sweetheart today and I will make up for what he did for me when he comes back :p
I know sometimes I am overly sensitive when people say nasty things to me when they get mad, but it hurts so much more when he's the one coming from him. He's the only person that can make me hurt like this.
It doesn't matter if he means what he said or not. I think when people say things that really hurt you, it doesn't matter that they say they didn't mean it afterwards, because it wouldn't have came out if it had never crossed their minds at one point in time. But I think in a relationship, you really just have to learn to let it go...
It's always fun to spend an entire day with him, doesn't matter what we do.
Today, we started off going downtown, where we had sausages from the stand for lunch, and did some shopping for Michael's wallet. He ended up getting a D&G one which I didn't like, but it's better that he likes it because there's no point in him switching expensive wallets once a year just because he buys the one I like and ends up hating it later.
After he bought his wallet, we walked around for a little bit and then we went in a little café in Yorkville and just rested and chatted. We then headed to my house for about 30 minutes or so before we went to Matt's birthday dinner.
I was kinda annoyed when I got there, realizing that I pretty much wasn't needed, despite the huge exaggeration which Kenny has bugged me otherwise. Michael had planned on taking me to Waterloo for the entire day because he's leaving for Denver tomorrow for a week and I had wanted to spend some time with him alone, as we haven't had the chance to do that for nearly a month now. However, because Kenny kept bugging me and saying that everyone else is backing out on the event, it would really disappoint matt if I didn't go as well. I realized that it wasn't nice to cancel on him last minute so I decideded not to go to Waterloo with Michael, despite that was really what I had wanted to do, pretty badly. But the again, in a way, I'm kinda glad I went because I do feel guilty for always cancelling out on these guys from Waterloo. Michael seems to enjoy hanging out with my core group of friends than with the ppl I've met in Waterloo. I understand what he means when he says that we're not that close, but it's hard to get close to new friends if I never show up for anything.
Anyway, it was a huge thing at this sushi place in Thornhill with over 40 people and I only knew/sorta knew like 10 people and I didn't even get to talk to Matt until I left. I sat across from Andrew Ho and Angeline, the only people who were there that we knew when we showed up and sat next to this guy Jay and his girlfriend Anne, whose name I never knew until after they left. Jay I've seen before because I recognized that he's dated Kaye. It wasn't until later on when Brigette shows up with Kenny and Wilson. Pan showed up even later. Matt's girlfriend Jen was there, of course, along with Anson and his girlfriend Stephanie, and then Eldon and Jamie showed up for a bit. I've talked to Jen and Eldon quite a few times before but I barely talked to Jamie nor Anson, despite we've met a couple of times already. Stephanie, I've met once, she worked with Brad at the golf dome and we went out to a bar once. I'm not sure if she recognized me, although I think even if she did, she'd pretend she didn't. Michael and I just kinda sat at the corner and chatted with the group of people that we actually knew. It ended up to be a lot of fun cuz we were all joking around and being stupid. Anne was really friendly and Andrew loves listening to Michael ramble on about his stupid crap while the rest of us girls frowned and pinched our boyfriends for agreeing with Michael.
We left the place around 10 and headed down to this place called Nox to meet up with 'drew and them. Nox was filled with people so we all ended up going to this other small korean bar/restaurant to hang out and drink SoJu. We left the place around midnight and Michael dropped me off to this place where my mom's friend's son opened at Metro Square, where Midnight Oil used to be. It's called DesCafe now and I applied working there because everyone was encouraging me to work there. The reality is that I can only work there for 1.5 weeks and my mom's friend's son said it was okay as long as I don't tell anyone cuz he's only one of the many owners. The girl who gave me and took my application was bitchy, she is the person responsible for HR so I already don't feel like working there. I doubt I'd go now.
It was so sad leaving Michael, I'm gonna miss him so much...
I was really happy that Michael spend the entire day with me, even though he was REALLY tired and honestly didn't want to hang out with a bunch of people he didn't know. It would have been a lot more relaxing if we just spent the day in Waterloo, not doing anything at all. He's been the most accomodating sweetheart today and I will make up for what he did for me when he comes back :p