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I know.. This was really short. Sorry! I noticed after posting it. So, I added more information as you wanted me to. *shameful murmures*
Thanks to you all.. I really do appreciate, all your votes and your time mean so much to me, I can't even tell!
P.S: What I wrote here was very misunderstandable.. Sorry once again. No pushes. Pushing is bad. It's you to decide, of course.
P.S 2: Extra thanks to the comments who warned me. I edited my application in the light of your warnings.
If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be? I hate poverty and wars with passion, both mean suffering and death for innocent people. I'd destroy this two first. And then greedy comes, which is probably the worst idea/feeling a person can have. Weakness too, as well.
What makes a person respectable? Intelligence and the ability of using it. Then of course, and unfortunately, money which provides a powerful, good and sometimes a happy life. Spritiual values comes right after it.
What do you look for in a friend? That must be someone with an enough IQ to talk with, and I mean both senseless, girlish gossips about boys or make-up and Honore de Balzac arguements with talking. I must know that he/she'd be loyal to me no matter what happens, would protect me when I deserve and of course, would be a shoulder to cry on. Grouping friends in two, just friends and real friends, both have an important place in my life, so we should love and respect each other. And my best friend should bake great cookies and/or cakes, I love home-made deserts!
What are your hobbies? Sleeping mostly! I love reading and writing, but I can't give my attention to a certain thing very long, so this two can be difficult sometimes. Dancing, or in a more true sense, bouncing, if that counts a hobby! I'm not that kind of girls who spend years on the phone but I love talking (just talking) and sometimes, well why not, gossiping is a kind of hobby!
Have or would you give time and money to a charity? Maybe this will sound a bit fake, but yes, I remember the times I cried for hours and hours in front of the TV. Don't even ask the LiveAid.. It was a torture. I can't do more than my mother does for now, but when I have my own money, I'd spend it on people who really need it. There's no need for faking.. I'd buy myself an huge house or a Ferrari as well, but still, hungry people come first.
What is the one thing you would most like to accomplish? Being strong and powerful, by all meanings. The day which people look me with a look mixture of a little bit fear and a lot of respect will be the day I "made it".
Who is your role model? Hard question, since it's absoulately not my father or mother! There are times I look at Courtney Love with admire, as she is beautiful (most of the times), rich and probably happy... But then she does something incredibly stupid like drugs or getting arrested, and I collapse. Based on Harry Potter, it is Remus Lupin (for being smart, calm and ironic), Lily Evans (she is just... plain great) and even a bit Lucius Malfoy (money=power and he has really nice hair), but in the real life, I really can't find someone to tell.
What trait most annoys you about other people? Fake and low characters, lies, senseless obsessions, no respect to others and humiliation. I hate people who act like someone else just because they can't even stand themselves. I also kind of pity emotionally weak people, who always break, fall, crawl or cry. Melancholy is good sometimes, but weakness is totally different and even pathetic, I think.
What do you want to do for a living? I never seem like having a conclusive decision about this, I think I will end up studying history or philosophy. I mean, I'm not the Aritmansi type anyway! But I know I'd love History of Magic without Binns or a nice Ancient Runes lesson! People say I'd be a great lawyer since I talk, talk and talk without breathing sometimes, but I change my decisions too fast that I would't be able to stand there and defend the people who pays me. Money is deathly important because it means power, so probably I'll go for a job which provides me a comfortable, rich living.
If your friend was attacked (by a person, animal, or (in the magic world) beast), what would you do? Take a look at the situation and then do something if I can. No matter how much my inners cry and suffer and even if I absoulately can't ignore the situation, I can't get involved with a serial killer or a bear or a werewolf, can I? Well, if it was the magical world with my wand, probably I'd do something but.. Running as fast as I can to call for some help is a better choice, innit?
Would you ever use an Unforgivable Curse for any reason? Yes. I even don't know where to start but there is sure a lot of reasons to put Cruciatus or Imperius on someone who really deserves. I wouldn't hesitate a moment if I was face to face with someone like Greyback, who enjoys ruining or even ending lifes of innocent kids! Or Bellatrix, oh well, she laughed when she killed dear Sirius, eh? Just a tiny little bit Crucio!..
What do you think are your top five abilities or qualities?
Ambition. Absolutely a required quality for success. I would be lying if I said I'm full of it but still, I know it is important, even if I don't have too much. Well, having too much is no good neither, it seems, but being like me.. Not caring anything..
Consistency. I really, really have none. A terrible thing this is, of course but I am just too unstable to care, it seems.
Resourcefulness. Is never enough. Needs time and experience to collect even a little bit and depends on the person's capacity.
Intelligence. In my opinion, the only thing that matters, nearly. With a little beauty and self-respect, one could become a lethal weapon for rivals!
Pride. I suppose %90 of my body is full of pride. As long as it doesn't cause any suffer or descend of respect to others, pride is the most important feeling a person can ever have. It burns, bites and hurts, but yes, still.. Important.
What do you think are your top five weaknesses or worst qualities? My weakness is, I pity or feel sad for people sometimes.. But I am so unstable that the other times I am incredibly merciless. I don't depend, belive or trust myself. I never seem to make decisions as I mentioned before and I'm incredibly arrogant and close-minded sometimes. I get easily obsessed and I have deep paranoias. There are times I am annoyingly selfish but most of the times, I am a generous person anyways. And there are also the times I am very sarcastic.. Oh, sarcasm, this is probably the worst qualitie I have.
Define in your own words the following key traits:
Courage: Everybody needs enough courage to face their Boggart, I guess. I think I might have enough to face a Dementor. But exactly not a spider. Not a spider!
Loyalty: Too much, not good because it'd be more like being naive. When enough, very good.
Intelligence: Not a quality, a must.
Ambition: Too much ambition will do nothing but put you in grave. Relaxing is the key word for me!
Name: It's Bengisu, which means the water of immortal life in my language. Quite difficult to pronounce it correctly anyway.
Age: I'm happily 16, you know.. Sweet Sixteen.
What house do you think DOESN'T fit you? Unfortunately, Hufflepuff. My character containts too much suspense and my mind has too much "dark" thoughts for them, I am not a nice person as all the Puffs are, see. Maybe not Slytherin too.. Oh well. You to decide.
Where did you find out about us? While glancing the information of Sweet Miss ur_xgrlfriend and encouraged by her, again.
Thanks to you all.. I really do appreciate, all your votes and your time mean so much to me, I can't even tell!
P.S: What I wrote here was very misunderstandable.. Sorry once again. No pushes. Pushing is bad. It's you to decide, of course.
P.S 2: Extra thanks to the comments who warned me. I edited my application in the light of your warnings.
If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be? I hate poverty and wars with passion, both mean suffering and death for innocent people. I'd destroy this two first. And then greedy comes, which is probably the worst idea/feeling a person can have. Weakness too, as well.
What makes a person respectable? Intelligence and the ability of using it. Then of course, and unfortunately, money which provides a powerful, good and sometimes a happy life. Spritiual values comes right after it.
What do you look for in a friend? That must be someone with an enough IQ to talk with, and I mean both senseless, girlish gossips about boys or make-up and Honore de Balzac arguements with talking. I must know that he/she'd be loyal to me no matter what happens, would protect me when I deserve and of course, would be a shoulder to cry on. Grouping friends in two, just friends and real friends, both have an important place in my life, so we should love and respect each other. And my best friend should bake great cookies and/or cakes, I love home-made deserts!
What are your hobbies? Sleeping mostly! I love reading and writing, but I can't give my attention to a certain thing very long, so this two can be difficult sometimes. Dancing, or in a more true sense, bouncing, if that counts a hobby! I'm not that kind of girls who spend years on the phone but I love talking (just talking) and sometimes, well why not, gossiping is a kind of hobby!
Have or would you give time and money to a charity? Maybe this will sound a bit fake, but yes, I remember the times I cried for hours and hours in front of the TV. Don't even ask the LiveAid.. It was a torture. I can't do more than my mother does for now, but when I have my own money, I'd spend it on people who really need it. There's no need for faking.. I'd buy myself an huge house or a Ferrari as well, but still, hungry people come first.
What is the one thing you would most like to accomplish? Being strong and powerful, by all meanings. The day which people look me with a look mixture of a little bit fear and a lot of respect will be the day I "made it".
Who is your role model? Hard question, since it's absoulately not my father or mother! There are times I look at Courtney Love with admire, as she is beautiful (most of the times), rich and probably happy... But then she does something incredibly stupid like drugs or getting arrested, and I collapse. Based on Harry Potter, it is Remus Lupin (for being smart, calm and ironic), Lily Evans (she is just... plain great) and even a bit Lucius Malfoy (money=power and he has really nice hair), but in the real life, I really can't find someone to tell.
What trait most annoys you about other people? Fake and low characters, lies, senseless obsessions, no respect to others and humiliation. I hate people who act like someone else just because they can't even stand themselves. I also kind of pity emotionally weak people, who always break, fall, crawl or cry. Melancholy is good sometimes, but weakness is totally different and even pathetic, I think.
What do you want to do for a living? I never seem like having a conclusive decision about this, I think I will end up studying history or philosophy. I mean, I'm not the Aritmansi type anyway! But I know I'd love History of Magic without Binns or a nice Ancient Runes lesson! People say I'd be a great lawyer since I talk, talk and talk without breathing sometimes, but I change my decisions too fast that I would't be able to stand there and defend the people who pays me. Money is deathly important because it means power, so probably I'll go for a job which provides me a comfortable, rich living.
If your friend was attacked (by a person, animal, or (in the magic world) beast), what would you do? Take a look at the situation and then do something if I can. No matter how much my inners cry and suffer and even if I absoulately can't ignore the situation, I can't get involved with a serial killer or a bear or a werewolf, can I? Well, if it was the magical world with my wand, probably I'd do something but.. Running as fast as I can to call for some help is a better choice, innit?
Would you ever use an Unforgivable Curse for any reason? Yes. I even don't know where to start but there is sure a lot of reasons to put Cruciatus or Imperius on someone who really deserves. I wouldn't hesitate a moment if I was face to face with someone like Greyback, who enjoys ruining or even ending lifes of innocent kids! Or Bellatrix, oh well, she laughed when she killed dear Sirius, eh? Just a tiny little bit Crucio!..
What do you think are your top five abilities or qualities?
Ambition. Absolutely a required quality for success. I would be lying if I said I'm full of it but still, I know it is important, even if I don't have too much. Well, having too much is no good neither, it seems, but being like me.. Not caring anything..
Consistency. I really, really have none. A terrible thing this is, of course but I am just too unstable to care, it seems.
Resourcefulness. Is never enough. Needs time and experience to collect even a little bit and depends on the person's capacity.
Intelligence. In my opinion, the only thing that matters, nearly. With a little beauty and self-respect, one could become a lethal weapon for rivals!
Pride. I suppose %90 of my body is full of pride. As long as it doesn't cause any suffer or descend of respect to others, pride is the most important feeling a person can ever have. It burns, bites and hurts, but yes, still.. Important.
What do you think are your top five weaknesses or worst qualities? My weakness is, I pity or feel sad for people sometimes.. But I am so unstable that the other times I am incredibly merciless. I don't depend, belive or trust myself. I never seem to make decisions as I mentioned before and I'm incredibly arrogant and close-minded sometimes. I get easily obsessed and I have deep paranoias. There are times I am annoyingly selfish but most of the times, I am a generous person anyways. And there are also the times I am very sarcastic.. Oh, sarcasm, this is probably the worst qualitie I have.
Define in your own words the following key traits:
Courage: Everybody needs enough courage to face their Boggart, I guess. I think I might have enough to face a Dementor. But exactly not a spider. Not a spider!
Loyalty: Too much, not good because it'd be more like being naive. When enough, very good.
Intelligence: Not a quality, a must.
Ambition: Too much ambition will do nothing but put you in grave. Relaxing is the key word for me!
Name: It's Bengisu, which means the water of immortal life in my language. Quite difficult to pronounce it correctly anyway.
Age: I'm happily 16, you know.. Sweet Sixteen.
What house do you think DOESN'T fit you? Unfortunately, Hufflepuff. My character containts too much suspense and my mind has too much "dark" thoughts for them, I am not a nice person as all the Puffs are, see. Maybe not Slytherin too.. Oh well. You to decide.
Where did you find out about us? While glancing the information of Sweet Miss ur_xgrlfriend and encouraged by her, again.