yeah, ultimately I see this all as very necessary in the timing.. I've lately been feeling the urge to pursue magickal studies again, yet I feel I needed closure with Him to be able to let the past go.. and go on to my future.
many seemingly coincidental things going on lately honestly...
And therein lies the reason I never went further with my own ventures down the whole mystics/gnostics/wicca/whatever... I read & read, but I never found a teacher who I felt was entirely together... Hell, most of the teachers aren't... In fact, most of the practitioners are kinda looney in their own way as well (no offense)... And I've come to discover it's much better to be on your own, and to learn, and be away from all the other horsecrap that doesn't fit in with what you feel is right... Seperate objective truth from subjective truth... I don't think I've ever met a teacher of any sort that could fully taught without a bias... I just hope you can find peace for that part of you, and not be gobbled up by the bullshit... Both in the past and possible future... That guy's a troll... Seriously... He sounds like a total headcase that likes to prey upon the young and impressionable... yech... I'm sorry...
Re: Hmmmmm...plastixidolJanuary 28 2004, 19:53:40 UTC
you have truth to some of your words and observations..
that being said, if one where to learn magick.. to learn a science and art to create change in accordance with ones's Will...
one would wonder why someone was dirt poor (unless it really didn't matter to him/her) and in a relationship they hated...
no offense.. just if that that is where your solitary pursuits of the Art has led you, perhaps it is time to Remanifest something, ,or to become something Else. Use the Force young, Jedi...
This entry was cool to me because it is so open and honest. I know this isn't fucking LiveJournal English/Lit class and I'm not supposed to write an essay on the entry itself but I'm so glad you shared the entire thing. I was totally wondering if you would hear a response. This guy seems a walking paradox, especially with the whole "veiling of the trad" routine that he seems to refute in the beginning and then CONFIRMS in the end with the whole "I had to!" bit
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many seemingly coincidental things going on lately honestly...
there is more i have to write on all this.. ;)
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I just hope you can find peace for that part of you, and not be gobbled up by the bullshit... Both in the past and possible future...
That guy's a troll... Seriously... He sounds like a total headcase that likes to prey upon the young and impressionable... yech...
I'm sorry...
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that being said, if one where to learn magick.. to learn a science and art to create change in accordance with ones's Will...
one would wonder why someone was dirt poor (unless it really didn't matter to him/her) and in a relationship they hated...
no offense.. just if that that is where your solitary pursuits of the Art has led you, perhaps it is time to Remanifest something, ,or to become something Else. Use the Force young, Jedi...
hehe
love ya
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i'm just fukked up emotionally...
all the knowledge in the world may not change that (then again, it's quite possible it would)...
i mean, doesn't enlightenment have to come from within?
that being said, a catalyst is sometimes needed... in my case, it's TOTALLY needed...
and yeah, love you too...
and not in that brownie hound kinda way either... ;)
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