am i asking for to much?
im starting to think that the only time i get sad is when its over a guy. i thought everything was going great between me and wes and then it hits me. i didnt see him for 3 days so i made an effort to meet him at the mall and he didnt even hang out with me. he pretty much egnored me the whole time. i tried relentlessly to get his attention and failed. its like he has just realized that he doesnt like me or something. or maybe he thinks im diseased. i dont know whats wrong with me but something must be for him to not even want to talk to me anymore. im not asking for much, just to be able to get a hug without asking for it. i mean i would have liked to atleast get one kiss the whole night but i didnt even get that. i dont want to not trust him but its like what else am i supossed to think. what if he has found someone better than me. i hope not maybe im just paranoid. i just want a normal relationship where if something is wrong he will atleast tell me so we can sort things out. i just about cried when i left the mall, all he did was give me a hug and said, "see ya guys later", when i wont get to see him until atleast monday. i tried to see if he would come to my house tonight but he has things to do. i think he may of found out that i am a waste of time and energy. all i want is some attention and im not even getting that.