Confused

[plastikrose]

I'm a confused little child
never knowing where I'm going
pondering day and night
whether I'm living or dying
winning or losing
smiling or crying
I'm an immature little ditz
I'll never grow up
never know the love
I love you but I don't
I'm like a trustful lier
a selfish giving person
I don't see past today
I don't know anything but you
I fear you will go away
but have you stayed to long already
I'm not sure if I will leave
my mind is unclear