i wanted to tell you..
when did i become so weak
i cant put all this back in place...
this gaping hole in my chest is filled with deceit
i dont understand what the problem is with me right now. i am once again feeling that my friends are slipping away. i am making new friends of course but i would still like to keep my old ones.
i've lost keith, i feel as if im losing others. i just wish things were the same as last year. but yet i always wish that and it never comes true. life was so perfect those few months. and now everytime i turn around, something else is wrong with me. i cry everytime im alone. i cant get over the fact that things change because i dont like it...
ive learned a lot from a lot of people, but i have yet to learn how to say goodbye
i will wait forever
...
ill wait for you
tell me why this hurts so much
i cant put all this back in place...
this gaping hole in my chest is filled with deceit
i dont understand what the problem is with me right now. i am once again feeling that my friends are slipping away. i am making new friends of course but i would still like to keep my old ones.
i've lost keith, i feel as if im losing others. i just wish things were the same as last year. but yet i always wish that and it never comes true. life was so perfect those few months. and now everytime i turn around, something else is wrong with me. i cry everytime im alone. i cant get over the fact that things change because i dont like it...
ive learned a lot from a lot of people, but i have yet to learn how to say goodbye
i will wait forever
...
ill wait for you
tell me why this hurts so much